• I'm slowly becoming consu…

    I'm slowly becoming consumed by this novel assignment. I have been filling my notebooks with flowcharts and family trees (because although I only have to write the first chapter, I have to provide an outline of the entire thing). I've been scrawling ideas on post-it notes and old newspapers and…
  • The sun

    After staying inside for five days straight in the basement, I couldn't take it any more. I ran outside and stood on the porch, arms outstretched, at the sun. college applications and the concept of schoolwork have kept me inside.
  • my jaw hurts for some unknown reason

    Last night I couldn't stop crying over him. Man, it was ricockulous and it pissed me off. I felt so... lonely. So empty, so broken. Like I'd never feel happy again. I just wanted to feel his comfort, his warm chest against mine, his strong arm around me telling me that everything would be okay.…
  • a not so dull day

    I learned a very valuable lesson today.We do need to play.After my entry last night, I was completely distracted and couldn't take in readings too save my life. So i browsed on Facebook and talked to Alex and pseudo-spontaneously decided that we would have dinner the next day.So, while i was distra…
  • Drafting to Classical Music

    My work is pretty much all computer-based, sitting in front of the monitor for hours a day. I enjoy having music on in the background or some NPR podcasts (what's a day without Fresh Air?) but since a lot of the work I do is technical writing, music with lyrics and shows with interviews and opinion…
  • ABSOLUTELY SCREWEDDDDD

    See title. Yes, very very screwed. School starts on Monday, Leaving on Saturday.5000 words research, 430 words... 4570 to go... Personal Statement, undone.Baccalaureate enrichment diary - don't even mentionToo much work, Too little time :(P x x
  • ... ok so the majority of clie…

    ... ok so the majority of clients went to Six Flags today ... of course I'm the Staff who always seems to miss the really cool activities and gets stuck with the boring ones like trips to the Mall and Walmart .... which left five clients in the entire Dover service area .... two level B, one level C…
  • antsy?

    it's 11:30 pm and i'm sitting in KP's lab at the university.what am i thinking, right this second?i miss being in this environment... at the uni in the middle of the night... working on my thesis. never thought i'd say this... but i miss it.maybe it's just because i had a really bad day (or more ac…
  • I Knew it Was Too Good to Be True

    If you're still reading here and plan to continue, check this post. Well, I guess Adam's "honeymoon period" at his new school is over. I was having trouble with him last week because he c(w?)ouldn't come up with the instructon sheet for a project on geneology that he was supposed to do. His agenda…