my wife came down later this evening having a panic attack. we've talked before, but i think the reality hit her. she was adopted and faces fear of abandonment. i tried to reassure her... i'm just worried about my wh...

I like to think of myself as pretty well held together, given how chaotic the world around me is. Chaotic isn't wholly accurate, lets try challenging to my character. Yes, that'll do better. I have principles, beliefs, crap to that effect....

my struggle started before i got married. by the time i got out of college and met my soon-to-be wife, i had suppressed things enough i thought they were gone. she was struggling with totally unrelated things when we g...

I hide the razor under my seat, I never tell how much I truly eat, Everybody ignores with such ease, The consequences of my disease!, To struggle each and every day, Trying so hard to make, The pain go away, To c...

Confession: This book surprised me. I picked up the book for review figuring that being in the ministry it would make a good tool in assisting and counseling others through their pain, and through struggles that they ma...

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From the moment I woke up this morning, I've been able to hear and feel my own heart, beating against my chest. I made sure of this by checking if my pulse was synchronised with my heart. Which it was...... My heart has...

blog 142 SELF -  REDISCOVERY!

There are all those models of face-to-face communication. It's all about symbols and stuff and cultural and social backgrounds and temporary circumstances and basically they all imply that it's impossible ...

One of the most simple and profound pieces of wisdom is a prayer, that was popularized by Alcoholics Anonymous:  "God grant me the serenity To accept the things I cannot change; Courage to change the things I can;...