So hopefully I'll be doing my photo shoot soon so I can put up my pictures and expand my portfolio. I am a freelance model. Basically I'm doing everything on my own. I hope to meet fun and exciting people along the way. I hope that I can...

Kill me. Gonna have to cross off another thing that I failed on my goals list.

to relink some of my favorite older blogs. This doesn't make sense. Have you ever watched a flower burn? I might write a book. I refuse. Fuck you. Dear God, I live for this, you're just a fan. maybe since I have...

Well since i got home from my bfs place yesterday i'v been sooo fucking depressedi mean like suicidal i just dont wanna be here anymoreand i totally binge i'm soo fucking weakmy aim is to get to 45kg for christmas im 4...

I'm sick. i'm not going to try anymore. I'm too old and too tired to wait for impossibilities. Let her and that boy have a great and happy time together. If she wants to hold my hand or embrace me she will no longer be a...

It's the holiday season; and no I'm not depressed because of less daylight and cold weather.. [it's florida, how cold can it get?].I'm depressed because along with thanksgiving, christmas, and new years comes a plethora ...

Graduated high school. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watche...

I'm only 16 years old. I haven't lived long. A few weeks ago, I lost all hope. In life, in everything. I decided I was going to kill myself. I wrote a note and in that note there was one person who dominated all topi...