Blogs Tagged With tear options | rated: b

  • y u no cry

    When Liz's dad pulled her into his arms and choked up in tears, I felt my heart swell with emotion and thought, is this going to be the very first time I actually cry at a wedding? I didn't even cry at my sister's wedding. Oh God, I hope my eyeliner is waterproof. I didn't actually cry (although…

  • home from the va and td's drs appts.

    Was a long day at the VA and TD saw three Drs back to back. I was concerned he woud be exhausted and have trouble with his lungs and tremors from sitting all day, but he did great.His Drs asked me if I had gotten the paper work done to be his POA (power of attorney) and yes I did last year.They ask…

  • Easter Easter

    Rabbit Rabbit . Either or I have found a new place in the world. I have turned new moons and shed light, love, and loneliness. I found a new home in my loving and carrying past. I know that everything set aside I have hidden so much of myself probably from everything. I know that with suffering yea…

  • Catharsis

    For a while, I've felt like I'm on the verge of tears. I can't explain the feeling except for this: I am standing just behind the threshold of allowing myself to feel that release of emotions. As if the door is wide open and the wind is hitting my face full force as I lean forward to take that step…

  • On a day like this I feel like…

    On a day like this I feel like going outside to sit. I just wanna sit in the rain and cry all the tears out. Looking at the window watching the droplets fall to the ground, it makes me feel nice inside though. It's weird. The temperature felt great. The wind blowing in from the crack of the window f…

  • A Drop of Rain in An Ocean of Pain

    I'm just a little fish in a big ocean of sharks. That's how life feels sometimes. Like I'm a tiny little girl, just trying to harvest enough oxygen to live through the day. I feel so small. Like a drop of rain in an ocean of pain. Like a grain of sand in the Sahara Desert. Like a blade of grass in a…

  • What does it mean to be a dutiful?

    Currently Tonight Josephine By Tape Five see related I don't remember when the last time I came here was, but clearly it must have been a while since it took a little cerebral digging for me to retrieve the log-in information to this (almost) abandoned blog. Naturally, Xanga took the lib…

  • Devonte Rostanique Marquis Boddie

    I don't even know where to begin on this one. The title of this blog "Devonte Rostanique Marquis Boddie" is the name of my current boyfriend of two years and best friend of four years. I can describe our real relationship pros & cons and I can describe our fantasy relationship, all pros. Le…

  • Feelings aren't supposed to be logical.

    At the end of the day you can either focus on what's tearing you apart, or what's holding you together. People always leave. Sometimes they come back.

  • Sentiments

    I hate love. I hate love because it makes me go weak in the knees everytime I look into your eyes. I hate love because it makes me wish I’d never have to look into those eyes again. I hate love because my heart leaps for joy everytime I look at your smile. I hate love because it reminds me of…