I am so fucking disgusting. I bet you can already guess what I did. Yeah. I binged. Because I have no fucking control. The only control I have is getting rid of it and you can bet I already did that. But I can stil...

i have done sod all. i talked to mum about doing some modelling and she said that i have to be "skinny" to do it! i was a little hurt but it just gave me a drive to prove to her that i can do it. it's bizarre because i d...

didn't know that I hadn't written in over 2 weeks :( my start date is january 1st, if you'd like to track me. i want to get from 168lb to 110lb.3lb a week, ish. so thats about 9 weeks. lets round up to 10 so i have ...

1. The face is part of that realm of things meant to be seen. The guts are part of that realm of things meant to be hidden. 2. The face can appear as beautiful or ugly. But the ugliest face must appear as more pleasant ...

Now, I know this is going to sound greedy, but it is the holiday season; I believe that should make my request a bit more reasonable, don't you think? Look back at this if you should ever find reason to disagree.What do ...

You won't weigh yourself.Is it out of fear? Of what? Of having lost nothing? Of having lost a lot without noticable results? What are you afraid of?Your pants are loose, but you still can't see past the fat that engul...

You know when you have that certain friend who is beautiful? Like you know, they have it all, the works, great body, pretty face, all that good stuff. You're sitting there then all of the sudden they're like, I'm ugly! Y...

I'm going to have to make up for filling my face by exercising the hell out of my body. I'm in no position to fast. Finals are here and I can't even think straight because all I do is make excuses to go down and get some...