hello hello!! so today was just a boring old sunday. i really hate my life right now. i seems like i have no friends!! well yea i have tiffie but i can't tell her stuff. she has her own things to worry about and better y...

Tootsie is doing good but keeping me awake tonight William has the dog. Everything is going quite alright but for some reason I have an uneasy feeling. Could be about school (exams did not go well), William thinks I'm pr...

Everyday of my life I'm reminded of how fat I am.I wake-up and look in the mirror. Fatass.I go to the mall and feel like all of the girls in American Eagle are thinking "Yeah right, she's too fat for these clothes. Go sh...

Find your motivation from within: Weight loss won't happen unless the desire comes from inside you. No amount of outside pressure will do the job. Do it for you. Picture yourself with great legs, toned arms, flat stomach...

I think I had a little bit of a break through just now. I read an article about fears sabotaging weight loss [http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0846/is_6_24/ai_n9481947]. I really hate giving my weight attention, I ...

150 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135...Lost a pound, not sure how because I ended up eating a bunch of crap late last night with my sister. She just HAD to get chips. Grr.... Oh well, it brough...

Hello ladies!I'm just posting this quick and putting another one up later with tips & whatnot. I need to stay on track today! Less than 3 months till my birthday/birthday dinner.My stress is up, and I'm trying t...

So, what's up with this thinspo crap? I can't go through browsing 10 sites on Xanga without seeing a food diary unless I know the persons' username through memory. Hence the title: all up in yo' face.I understand that pe...

I woke up this morning and no one was in the house. Went downstairs and there was a note on the counter, "Went out for breakfast." Oh. Thanks for waking me up dicks. Anyway, it turned out that just my sister and her ...

07-05-08Oriental Flavor Ramen - Cals: 380Cheeseburger w/ Mustard, Ketchup & Dill Relish - Cals: 309 + 3 + 15 + 5 = 332Bush's Best Grillin' Beans - Cals: 170Pasta Salad w/ Italian Dressing - Cals: 230 + 180 = 410Hot Tea w/ Milk ...