things have beeen alright lately ...christmas is in about 6 days which is pretty cool and we have off for about 11 days which im really happy about its gunna be awesome. Thursdays our last day i cant wait....
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find someone who can make you smile and don't give up on them x3
he has no idea what goes on THROUGH HER mind - - <3 S H E ` S S O G O O D A T P R E T E N D I N G he will never know how many TEARS are faded each night for him.. not the ENDLESS HOURS that she wastes THINKING.. MAYBE; JUST MAYBE..
lately i`ve been seeing it differently ; that one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. & when you find him, you fight for him. you risk it all, you put him in front of everything, your life, all of it. & maybe the stuff you do to help him isn`t that clean. but,you know what? it doesn`t matter because in ur heart u know, that person is worth it all ©

I AM THINKING IT'S A SIGN THAT THE FRECKLES IN OUR EYES ARE MIRROR IMAGES AND WHEN WE KISS THEY'RE PERFECTLY ALIGHNED AND I HAVE TO SPECULATE THAT GOD HIMSELF DID MAKE US INTO CORRESPONDING SHAPES LIKE PUZZLE PIECES FROM THE CLAY TRUE, IT MAY SEEM LIKE A STRETCH, BUT IT'S THOUGHTS LIKE THESE THAT CATCH MY TROUBLED HEAD WHEN YOU'RE AWAY I AM MISSING YOU TO DEATTH<3
theres a point in life when you get tired of .. chasing everyone; && trying to fix everything but its not giving up .. its realizing that you don`t need certain people && all of the drama that they bring.
eventually you realize that life sucks, love isn't always real, happiness is only for a limited time... you learn who your real friends are. you learn to hold back tears and you learn how to act like you just dont care.

IT'S NO BIG DEAL.Break her heart.Let her down.Make her cry.You love her right? Everything is fine.Hold her hand.Lead her on...it's no big deal...SHE'S JUST A GIRL
&&* Tonight I'll sit back, and watch my entire world fall apart, seeing you with her.
come on baby we ain't gonna live forever let me show you all the things that we could do you know you wanna be together and i wanna spend the night with you... i've seen it all, i've got nothing to prove come on baby just make your move follow me, let's leave it all behind tonight like we just don't care
the best part of "believe" is the "lie" i hope you sing along & you steal a line. i need to keep you like this on my mind so give in or just give up.
we're not perfect, we laugh too hard, we are way too loud & we make complete fools of ourselves, but doing it together is what makes us best friends forever <33
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Lve stuff......or if u wanna hangout over the break......
Merry Christmas!
<3 *Erin~
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