| Sick, PMS, Frustrated and Depressed... RAH!!!Ok so I got sick again last week for like the 4th time since winter. Fking gay!!! I'm getting better now but the bronchial infection was pretty severe so it's taking a while. I feel really bad because I've been sick so much since I began my new job!
On top of being sick my period just had to come at the right time. I've been excessively emotional - don't you hate it when you freak out about nothing and then your bf won't know what the hell is wrong with you but it's not like you can say "I've got PMS OK!!!".... So the end solution is to get annoyed at them for not remembering what date of the month your period falls on.
I've also been obsessing over Meteor Garden with F4 in it. I never watched this show when everyone was going crazy over it - I liked their songs but I thought they were gay especially with the long hair and tight singlet top look. And what is with the tight tank top with a zipper?! And long flowing hair?! I hate guys with girly pantene hair!!!! Okay so prejudice aside, I decided to watch this show because I had no luck finding Hana Yori Dango (original japanese version) with subtitles. And now.............. I'm totally in love with the guys (some) in f4 especially Jerry who I thought was equally gay!!!! Awww he's so cute in the movie!! (when his hair is more manly). I feel like a teenager again (I hate teenagers!), I sit there watching it with my heart palpitating. And today I'm at a bit where the main couple has split up and I feel so depressed at work!!! It feels like I just broke up with someone, I'm so sad....... But can I just say --- Guy taking control of girl... HOT!!!!!!!!!!
Then there's the fking manufacturer from china who fked everything up for us!!!!! He was meant to make these sort of rings for us but he got it totally wrong the first time with the solder all over the place and then we had to do it again and it's still wrong!! wrong wrong wrong!! And then he says "We have tried our best. We don't know what you want. You should have thought of a better solution".... WHAT why is it my fault you can't fcking make a smooth solder arghhhhhh!!! And now we are 3 weeks+ over schedule I hate you I hate you!!
STAY AWAY. STAY VERY AWAY.
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| M2 tripToday I took the M2 in to work and as many of you would know it costs $4.40.
At the cash lane I paid with a $20.......... and was presented with the change of .... $10... $5..... $2.... what the?!
$20.50!!!!
'Unfortunately' I was already well on my way before I realised.
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| i wish....I wish I could take better photos.
I WANT TO TAKE BETTER PHOTOS!!!!!!
I want to have perfectly focused photos!! Every time!!!
I want to have lovely saturated and natural colours!!!!!
I want to have beautifully composed photos!!!!
I want to learn how to control the freakin flash!!!!!
I WAAAAAAANNNNTTTTTTTTTTT.....
I want to be happy with my photos from Japan and still enjoy my trip!!!!
I want to not be so lazy when it comes to post processing photos!!!!!
I want less post processing!!!!!!!
I want more lenses!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want sharp photos at 1600 ISO!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to take nice photos when the sun is blazing in my eyes!!!!!!
I want to learn how to do HDR photos PROPERLY!!!!!!!!
I want to figure out sun flares!!!!!!!!!
I want to work out light!!!!!!!!!!!
I want nice hand held photos in low light!!!!!!!!!
I want to learn how to control white balance and K levels!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I could understand photography jargon!!!!!!!!
I AM NOT PASSIONATE ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SLEEEEEPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
whinge whinge moan moan.
no i don't have PMS.
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| XANGA IS SO BORING
considered moving over to my blogspot but mmmmm..... noi noi.
should probably actually make use of my website that I pay for, however I am lazy and it is not for purposes of short unimportant outbursts.
i am sick. still... go away cough!!!!!!! 16 days to go until sashimi heaven!! yeeeeeaaaayyy!!!!!!
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| yosukei love you! and my tokina!! :D  temporarily found some inspiration to fill the emptiness :*) and i fell asleep on the floor next to tuffy tonight whilst holding his paw. It was so cute to wake up with his paw in my hand and his snoring sounds :) we do miss topsy. |
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