heyy everyone...havent been on this forever...schools started already...i cant believe it...i hate it already...the only good thing about is that i get to see all my friends and the football...and of course the guyss....so yeah kinda had a bad start to the year...but ohh well, shit happens...ill be fine...so definitly call me everyone...8150139

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heyy everybody...i've been so bored all day....it not been a great one at all...its pretty much all my fault too...no no actually i take that back, its ALL my fault...idk what im gonna do...i screwed up BIG TIME....well i got back from my cruise and it was awesome...i got some major sunn!!...but i'm glad to be back though..i cant be away from ppl that long especially dj, court and lys...it was hard...so umm idk what im doing this week...hang out with dj and some of my girls..go to the pool to get some more sunn...start running now on a regular basis now that i kinda have a normal schedule...i need to get my shins stronger for track next year...got a long time to work on that...but i want to be a lot better and stronger for it so i can actually drop some good time....i have cheer tomorrow morning and im not looking forward to that at all....i havent talked to anybody at all this summer really....just a few ppl hear and there...i might see a movie tomorrow night bc i really need to get out of the house and away from everything...so idk how thats gonna work out...

sometimes i wish i could just fly away from here...but unfortunatly i cant bc well its kinda obvious why i cant....i just wish that everything would be normal again and that i wouldnt say stupid things...i screwed up and i hope to god that there is some way that i fix it....if not, well i dont know what i am going to do with myself...its gonna be hell for me if i dont work it out...i just hope that he will forgive me for what i said...

look im really sorry for what i said...i wish that i could go back and time and actually erase what i said like it never happened...i was stupid for doing what i did and i hope that some how you can look past it...right now i pretty much need a miracle...but for some reason we always make it through...i think its because we care so much about each other and we dont want to lose each other...idk maybe i'm wrong, maybe i'm right...you are everything to me right now and i dont know where i'd be right now if you never would have stood up and talked to me that one day...i would never be that brave...but i am, i took the chance to get to know you...and i feel like i'm so close to you that no matter what happens, we'll always be friends at the least...i hope its always more than that, and i hope you feel the same....i'm not writing this to get you on my good side and not mad at me, i writing this so that i can tell you how i feel about this...i mean i could go on and on, but i'd rather do that when were face to face and i'm able to tell you everything else...you mean so much to me, and i would do anything to keep you with me...i love you

<3 greta

goin on my cruise tomorrow!!!im so excited...leaving bright and early...seriously 4am...but who cares...all i kno is i get to get out of this place they call Ohio...the weather sucks...you never kno if its gonna rain, snow, be sunny and hot, or windy and cold...its just messed up....i am just ready for some hott weather where i can lay by the pool all day long...im gonna miss everybody soooo much...ill make sure to take lots of pics while im there....well i better go finish packing....call the cell tonight....i wont have it while im in the bahamas and florida so if you want to talk then do it tonight or you'll just have to wait till the 26th to talk to me....leave some comments... 

~i'll miss you so much~

<3 greta

hey guys...im so bored...i have nothing to do right now...i had to stay home all day when i was supposed to go to the pool with court...but of course my mom made me stay home while the carpet cleaners and plummer where here...so i was very mad about that...and then i was supposed to see dj...but he couldnt do anything...so im gonna try and see him for a lil bit 2morrow before i leave friday morning for my cruise...so hopefully that will work out...well ill miss everybody...im out tho...i might go running later on...call the cell...leave some comments...

<3 greta

tryin to figure things out...not even tired anymore...ughh...call the cell sometime

<3 greta