Military life starts in a week…  The anxiety is starting to get to me.  No matter how far one has gone in life, getting into an unknown environment sure gives an unpleasant feeling.  It has nothing to do with age, ability; nor experience.  They are all irrelevant.  But I still have high expectation foreseeing my future self.  I can’t imagine what’s hiding behind that curtain where many possibilities await.  And that somehow excites me.

Found out that my cousin went to the same unit as I am going to the other day, he gave me several cue point to how to survive in the military life.  He said despite all variables, it all comes down to luck in the end.  I guess all there to do is to cross my fingers and prey for the best. 

To all my friends and loved ones:

I’ll miss you.  To those who have birthdays on August or September.  Sorry I’ll miss out on your birthdays (you know who you are)  cross your fingers for me guys.  I’ll catch up with you guys in the near future I promise.  I’ll report back with my recent status whenever I can, take care of yourselves ok?

sigh...

I've never thought this day would actually come......

After two months of isolated life, I finally came across cilization again....

I've been away from home for a long time....  and seriously....  I don't really care that much.... I am home merely to visit my sister and listen to her high school day-today gossips or her teenage lovelife....  other than that, I don't see many changes around here....   except...

when i see that weight sitting in the corner daring me to stand on top of it.....   after 5 mins of comtemplation, I decided to conquer it at the bottom of my feet....  and the outcome of that?

I see a big digital "91" floating on top of the screen....  while i was yelling, "This is all an illusion, this can't scare me!!" in my head.....

sigh....  what can i say, the thing is friggin broken!

WAIT....  I lost 3 kgs......

forgot to deliver the most important msg of the day.....  lol

currently 85

trying to maintain now :P

Just got my eyes done yesterday....  Quite pleased with the outcome.....   It's good to go around places without that heavy pair of glasses...  but then again....  it's kind weird to wake up in the morning trying to look for glasses and then suddenly slap my own forehead just to realize that i no longer need it....

recovering~~

Alright, guess it's time for another entry....

Haven't had the chance to touch a pc in 2 months....  Guess all I can say is.....The primitive livestyle isn't so bad either....  You know...  fresh air....  normal schedule...  balanced lifestyle...  blah blah.....

I really should get a laptop of my own.....  Meh....  Guess I'll just have to wait after my army phase....

Well...  To my dear frds...  happy Chinese new yr to all of you.....  It's new yr's eve now.....  which is why i get to come home and use this little time to share with u guys a little piece of my life....

Good news is...  I got a few red envelopes alrdy with a couple thousands of bucks inside....  The bad new is....  It's barely enough to cover my lost last week.....

Long story short....  I was on a motocycle with a frd to a clinic on a breezy Thursday afternoon, so I got outa the bike.... walked into the clinic to check in while my frd parks the bike.....  Just as I was gonna talk to the nurse...  I heard.....  a LONG CLANK!!! 

And all that is left r a weird twist on my frd's face and glasses all over the floor.....

The stupid moron actually drove the bike into the friggin clinic...  How?  I have no idea..... 

So now i gotta play 15000 NT for all the dmg which is why my red envelops r barely enuough to cover the loss.....

the up side?

Hey, at least no body got hurt right?  WRONG....

the broken glass actually exploded on my back shredding my jacket into a big pile of cloth and cut me in several places....  All I gotta say is...  WAY TO GO DUDE......

so not only do i have to pay for the dmg and apologize...  I gotta clean up the place while asking for bandages and wondering how i am gonna tell my parents...  :P

heheh...  another one of those unforgetable memories....  LOL

BTW....  last night i carried myself onto one of em' weights...  and found out...  I now weigh 88 kg.... 

shit.

sigh...  I give up.....

HOW the f do u gain 10 kgs in 4 months....?

wait.

HOW the f do I, skinny Tom, gain 10 kgs in 4 months.....?

I really don't know... :S

well....  happy Chinese new yr to all of you .....  Cheers~