sigh..

single again. i think i'll ride this out for a while. i'm tired of retarded relationships.

weird. i just feel......empty.

at least school starts soon and i can see my buddies and hopefully enjoy my senior year.

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life has changed quite a bit in some ways. and in other ways, not at all.

i don't know what to think anymore.
gimme a ring if you're bored-because chances are, i am too. let's hang out.

if you don't know my number, e-mail me: bassmongo@yahoo.com

Currently Listening Violator By Depeche Mode see related

< listen especially to personal jesus and enjoy the silence >

every once in a while i feel like doing one of these stupid things. but i have to say, this one turned out interesting!

#1  i don't think i'll get very far on a mechanical bull.
#2  ??condoms?? what, am i fighting STD's?

i had a very depressing weekend. hopefully the one coming up will be better. my grandma's coming into town and she's pretty awesome.

then after that one i'll be free and i'll able to hang with anybody. whee!

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Currently Listening Is This It By The Strokes see related

ha HA!

i asked a guy to WPA...he said yes, he'd love to. excited? mmhmm!!

so now i can see my family and friends again...last week was wearing me out. i played in the pit orchestra for jekyll and hyde (which was amazing, i'm sad for you if you didn't see it.) i played violin for three hours every day from 6:30 to 10:00, 10-20 min break included. i pretty much didn't sleep, do homework, or hang out with buddies unless they were involved with the play. the week before that we had rehersal from three to six everyday. ughh...

i'm happy it's over, but i'm kinda sad too. it was pretty fun.

i'm trying to observe life more. maybe it's cause i'm reading Tuesdays with Morrie or maybe it's because last week got me feeling strange and separate from everything. either way...it's nice to watch things happen instead of trying to do many things at once. i feel peaceful.

maybe i want to relax and feel good before i plunge into life outside of school and get swept away with work, people, and everything else that is eventually going to take over my life. 

my advice for this week/month/year is this: breathe 

Currently Listening Lullabies to Paralyze By Queens of the Stone Age see related

dead

wow...xanga is pretty much non-existent now.

well, that's ok, i'll just keep writing stuff that nobody ever read anyways.

christmas was good. i got $350 for my trip to Italy and Greece, and my dad got me some pretty cool electronic stuff cuz he's into that. but that was't the best part of christmas. the best part was that i gave new flannel pj's to my mom and she really likes them. i also gave my dad a borders gift card and fuzzy (but manly) slippers and he was very happy with them. it also pretty awesome watching how excited maggie got when she saw the presents under the tree x-mas morning.

mmmm...coffee cake and christmas cookies are yummy!

oh, i almost forgot...my b-day was pretty cool too! (that's x-mas eve) most of the $350 mentioned above was actually given to me on my birthday. maggie made two sock puppets for me which was super cute.

so now i'm 17. yay!
i still havn't gotten to give somebody their christmas present and i feel really bad, but she'll get it soon. as soon as i can possibly give it to her.

love,
Taquito 

p.s. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (hopefully 2007 will be better than '06)