I've Moved To:

http://www.xanga.com/tarap

Please update your bookmarks!!!

I'm Back!!!

      I'm sorry that I've been gone so long. So many things have happened. My grandmother passed away, I started my own web design business (finally!), we've been remodeling our home, ect. I completely redid tarap.com and guess what... now I'm redoing the whole site again... go figure. LOL!

We're Gonna Have A Baby!!!

      No, we are not pregnant yet (just got off the pill at Christmas), but we are starting ttc (trying to conceive)!!! We're sooo excited!!! I can't wait to share everything with you guys! No, I'm not going to disappear again, don't worry! I won't do it again without warning you first (hey, we take vacations sometimes, ya know).

      We only have 4 kitties now: Raina, Kayla, Cole, and Sierra and we're very happy!!! I'm getting better!!! I still have back pain, a permenently broken bone in my right foot, I sprained my left ankle for the 5th or 6th time so I can't walk too well without my boots due to my ligements being pulled so many times (and the doc told me that I'll have this prob for the rest of my life), I'm still allergic to dust - of course, but I KNOW NOW WHY I'M OVERWEIGHT!!! I had a zillion tests done and this wonderful doctor I went to finally figured it out. He said that I am a very rare case where the parents are overweight, the child grows up skinny, and then as soon as the child hits adulthood, they blow up like a balloon with weight because their gene are catching up with them, so to speak. I'm sooo happy about that!!! I really don't care that I'm overweight, I'm used to it, but I was just worried about what caused me to gain so much so fast. Hey, if the Lord wants me to be fat, I'm going to be fat, so may as well make the best of it, ya know.

I guess I'll leave this up here for a few days or so so everyone can get a chance to read it!!! Hope you like what I said!!!!!!!

Always Your Friend Forever,
~Tara~
http://www.tarap.com

I finally got a perscription for muscle relaxers for my back thank goodness. Too bad they don't help much, but at least they give me a little relief from the pain momentarily. Everything seems to be getting a little better... Finally calming down a little bit. We've had so much to do recently with everything happening.

The kittens are fine. Spunky seems to be catching a cold, but other than that, all six of the little furballs are healthy and happy as usual. I hate to cut this short, but there's so many things we need to do right now. I'll be sure to post more later!!!

So much has been going on lately... A couple of months ago, I got this really horrible feeling inside that something really big and really bad was about to happen, but I had no idea what. I even had nightmares about anything it could possibly be because it bothered me so much... and now so many saddening events have happened so close together... I'm sorry I haven't posted much lately... I'll try my best to get back to making my normal daily posts tomorrow...

Sometimes You Can Only Pray

I pray there is hope tomorrow.
I pray the sun will shine.
Forever may there be love, not sorrow.
And peace return in a short time.
I've had a hard life,
As many others empathy,
And now as somone's wife,
I've never felt this much sympathy,
For everyone who a loved one will miss,
For all the innocent people who will fall,
For the country who will pay for this...
Who will pay dearly for it all.
I pray for a resolution,
God grant us restitution...
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