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You bitches better start commenting. I refuse to update again until I have at least 20 comments. You're not making me feel special!!! I got discharged from the Army this afternoon for boning boys. Apparently my expertise at handling a cock affects my ability to handle a rifle. Oh well, no big loss. I think I'm probably going to work for a gay rights group like HRC, GLAAD, GLSEN, or some shiznit like that after I get out of high school. That means maybe going to law school to be a consitutional lawyer... Ick... Law school... Oh well, just gonna have to see what happens I guess. My self-esteem is good, my outlook on life is pleasant, and I'm feeling absolutely no anti-social feelings. My zoloft is amazing. I'm so glad I started taking this crap. I'm also not as mean and bitchy as usual. I was just thinking today how much I regret being such a cunt to so many nice guys. You know who you are...

SCOOOOOORE!

Zoloft just kicked in! The blinding debilitating pain of depression has gone bye bye. Not completely, I'm still pissed off at this chick who looked at me funny at the gas station. I was singing when I pulled up... Just because she is a dull boring old cunt doesnt mean I have to be too Anyways, I'm going to go clean out my car. Once the trash pile starts speaking foreign languages and exercising telekinetic control over your vehicle... its time to clean. LATA!

Want some insight into what goes on inside Jesse's head? http://www.fat-pie.com/scribblewatch.htm

Zoloft is not working yeeeeeeeet... I've been taking twice my prescribed dosage everyday, and I lost 2 of them to Hollerz yesterday. Vocab is looming over my head... And this stupid fucking ballad I have to write for Creative Writing... Last night was fun up until the point I went to Josh's house. Josh's house blew big turtle balls. I discovered that I don't like Mark Davis. He looks like a bobble-head doll and his personality is obnoxious. I called James when I was high last night and told him I liked him in "that special way". If I recall, my exact words were "I wanna bone you..." I'm so romantic... Word of advice, don't declare your affection for people while you're on a variety of controlled substances, baaaaaad idea. I also tried to blow Alex's little brother last night which is... weird. I mean, I think he's cute, but I wouldn't... ugh... He's a friend, and friends dont let friends blow friends.

To summarize, the weekend was 55/50 suckage taking a slight majority. James told me to ask him today whether my liking him was good news or bad news. Not knowing whether or not I meant what I said, I'm wondering whether I should even bother to ask. I'd kinda like to know how he feels about me though...