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Thursday, October 16, 2008

hear me

Sos SoS SoS SOs SoS SoS SoS
I am near dead


under stand me

Drowning in my head
whispers in my ears
forgetting what you said
the distance is so near
floating fear all around
the gun is pointed on the ground
run away  deliberatly
forms a cloud successfuly

They dont want me here
I wish I could make you disappear
A female forest gump
you can find my tears in the dump

Can I get a a tissue?
Can I get I miss you?
Can I get hello instead of goodbye?

I wonder why I cry all the time.







under stand me

Drowning in my head
whispers in my ears
forgetting what you said
the distance is so near
floating fear all around
the gun is pointed on the ground
run away  deliberatly
forms a cloud successfuly

They dont want me here
I wish I could make you disappear
A female forest gump
you can find my tears in the dump

Can I get a a tissue?
Can I get I miss you?
Can I get hello instead of goodbye?

I wonder why I cry all the time.







The

Today I cry not really knowing why. I'm in an abusive relationship with henry that I need to get out of. I shed these tears of forbidden fears. I pray for a decent relationship. I am mentally disabled. I think I need Ambilify but I got a huge panic attack from it. I cry because I'm alone. There are things I dont know. If you read this each tear I drop is a reflection of you.I cry these tears for your happiness.
My misery is your happiness. I face the dread of the memory of thee. Fumbling down in a black robe
questions of eternity. yes George I am mentally handicapp!!! I scream for a cure! lay me at rest by the sea shore my heart beckons for more. A constant crave for the dream ahead I think about your head.

Lay me at rest lay me at rest lay me at rest.

I scream for peace beyod the sea where immortals vanish me.
I too get confused.

The akashic record is in my face today. Throw him away or kiss him. What to do I decide a new.

If he likes you he will come.

I am bipolar.

I am untidy
I am unwanted
by those who hide me

I'm only ugly in your eyes
the word you say are in correct
I know you hate me
I dont know why
I'm only ugly in your eys


Tuesday, October 14, 2008

love

what I sat can hurt people. I hurt a lot of people.

I am the great neice of the archbishop of Cebu. I dont know what to do. I seek help from above.

I'm sorry if you read the thank you nnote. I say things that are mean.



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