WHY DiD i HAVE T0 FUCK iT ALL UP? i JUST WANT T0 BE WiTH HiM. HE WAS MY EVERYTHiNG. HE WAS S0 PERFECT. THE WAY HE CARED WAS LiKE N0 0THER. DiDNT SH0W iT LiKE ANY0NE ELSE DiD BUT i KNEW HE DiD. WHY DiD i HAVE T0 WANT B0TH 0F Y0U? iF i C0ULD G0 BACK AND REWiND TiME I NEVER W0ULD HAVE D0NE ANYTHiNG  T0 HURT Y0U LiKE i DiD. i GUESS i NEVER G0T MY CHANCE THiS YEAR T0 MAKE iT UP T0 Y0U, SH0W Y0U H0W S0RRY i WAS 0R BE TRUE T0 Y0U. BUT i GUESS Y0U HAD FUN FUCKiNG AR0UND WiTH 0THER GiRLS. i JUST WiSH i HAD 0NE M0RE CHANCE T0 SH0W Y0U H0W MUCH i D0 L0VE Y0U. WHiLE Y0UR AT PUBLiC SCH00L WiTH 0THER, NEW GiRLS i'LL BE AT AN ALL GiRLS SCH00L WiSHiNG i WAS WiTH Y0U. N0T WiSHiNG i WAS WiTH GUY BUT Y0U. Y0UR EVERYTHiNG i WANT&NEED. JUST PLEASE D0N'T EVER F0RGET ME? OR F0RGET THAT M0MENT AT THE DANCE. i'M N0T JUST TALKiNG B0UT " iN THE C0RNER " BUT WHEN THE DJ SAiD T0 "BE iN THE ARMS 0F S0ME0NE THAT Y0U'VE WANTED TO BE WiTH THiS WH0LE YEAR" AND Y0U STiLL HELD 0N T0 ME.. N0T ANY 0THER GiRL AT 0UR SCH00L.

hey losers.. came back to this one... well today i graduated. HELLA fun at the dance. I arrived a little late but thats okay. I partied it up with Manda, Desi and Michellae. Poor Maddy couldn't come. Dosen't that suck? Well yea. I danced with <3Mark four times. Got a little good-bye kiss! I've cleared my mind of that other guy. I want to be with Mark now. I have no more feelings for that other guy.. But yea.. I got my diploma.. offically graduated. Ms. Pine didn't give Reema her diploma becuz she did't return a book so Reema hella got up in the middle of te ceremony and left. Congrats Manda&Alex 06.11.04.  It's okay Maddy. Don't trip over Mikey and Becca. Iono what she was doing anyways. why the fuck did they dedicate the slow jams to them? I heller got Amanda and Alex they dedication then Lynn did Me and Mark! I know he don't like me but i heller still wanna be with him. Ima miss him so much becoz he's at Terra Nova with Manda. Then Maddy is at El Co with Mike and Stiff. Then Fafu is at Notre Dame. Yessi is at San Pablo High. Angel and Candida are at Jefferson.And I'll be at Mercy with no one.. Well I'll still have one of my besterest friends Amanda, but it'll be weird without my school "clique" there. I'm growing up too fast. Geez.. I heller missed Maddy at the dance. I was like "Hey! Maddy should be here.. She graduated too. She was part of our class. And I want her here! Man!" It was fun though. We had KMEL dj it. We limbo-ed! I think it was either Nick or Terence won. Probably Nick since he is hella short. No offense. But yea.. Tha dance was kinda *perfect for me. The promise I made to Amanda and Maddy was fulfilled. And I got more then I promised. Yea ! Geeze man.. Ima miss the class of 04 so much! I couldn't cry last night either. It was just so perfect. Poor Karrine was hella ballin. So was Anne. Goshers. Keep June 26th open for lenasauce's grad party. Hit me up for the details.. Lipman c/o 04 especially. If you didn't go to Lipman and you didn't hear about it till now then your not invited kay? Ha just playin.. I'm out. Peace