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well well well..look whos grounded again.dammit.

i hate being grounded.

there is nothing more i despise than sitting on my ass doing nothing.

anyways.

i think i found someone new.but i dunno.

im tired and bored.

danger...

being grounded also makes me think.uh oh.

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confession....

i hate the fact that i am so close to giving up but you just make me want to hang on a little longer.

you are the most confusing boy ever.

it makes me want you even more.

i tell everyone im gonna give up but 15 minutes later when i see you i change my mind.

it sucks.

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ive decided i am giving up.i want to hang on more than anything but i dont think i can do it any longer.im lonely.

Then think of what you did
&& how I hope to God he was worth it.

weekend was good.especially friday.i was scared for a little but i got over it.i love all of yall.i would name everyone that was there on friday but i really dont remember.dont think we will be goin to 39th on saturdays for a while but owell.

still no date for prom.makes me sad.

i need to get my grades up....i never thought id say that but i really do.

this weekend has been purely amazing.

i was in a blah mood for like 2 weeks but now im back to the old niccey.

friday..went to shawn and roberts house.it was fun.hahaha.especially the state of mind i was in.stayed up mostly the whole night except for like an hour.

saturday..went to shawns.then went out to 10th streeet to goofys house.and ronnie got pulled over cus i wasnt wearing my seat belt.whoops.then we drove to 39th but i fell asleep in amandas car so i dont really remember being there.i woke up and we went back to shawns.

my weekend doesnt sound like much but i had a blast.

well comment nukkas.

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PROM

AFTER

PARTY!!!!

details coming soon.

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damn last night was so much fun.except for a certain part but fuck her.

39th tonight.gonna be fun

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im so confused.my mind is racing.i dont know how to think or what to think.so many things running through my mind.

welp valentines day is coming.big surprise no date or anything.

hmm.

ive abandoned xanga for a little but im back .

like anyone besides 2 people read this anyways.

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ashley highlighted my hair i have a picture but i cant find my cord thingy to hook my camera up to the computer.

what the hell.

tomorrows friday.

and you know what that means.

i need to unwind so this friday is going to be well deserved.

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