Ahh xanga the diary that has held my life going ons for almost three years. It has been something of great importance to me to have it. I expressed a lot of personal feelings and vented on here. Writing has always helped me express what I wanted  to say in a way for others to understand. I loved getting the comments, many of which brightened my day many a time. I think  it has become too much a part of my life and I'am too attached to it. Plus due to lack of readers I feel it is pointless to have. I can only say those who read all my emo, happy, funny spills and all my songs and stories probably are already aware of the things I say on here and their affect on me. So in conclusion I have decided to take a short break from xanga. I highly doubt I will quit using it but for me I just need a rest from it. Plus I need to talk about my problems when I have them not write about them. That is my new plan. But anyways those of you who knoe me personally if you need me you know where to find me and those who dont I apologize but want to thank you for reading. The memories on here have been great. If I do not return for a while Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. yall are the best! <3 Tara

hmmm love it, another song that has moved me in some way!! <3 <3 only 1 comment on my long blog, arg. anyways........the end

"I Am Understood?"

Sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you
To hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
This version of myself
I try to hide behind
I'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified

And sometimes I'm so thankful for your loyalty
Your love regardless of
The mistakes I make will spoil me
My confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
And I'm satisfied to realize you're all I'll ever need

[Chorus]
You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood