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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 00:32:29 GMT

so i'm back in g-ville now. yesterday sucked real bad cuz i was depressed and shit, but
today was much better. sadie woke me up around 1:30 this afternoon telling me she wanted to sleep with me. so i got up, and myspaced for a while at shelly's, then went to the social security office in sherman so i can get a new card, so i can get a job and stuff... lol. also, i went to tan in g-ville at Relaxations (w/ barbra yay!) and got my hair did too (well, cut). it looks better, i'm real happy with it.

that's it then. i'm bout to go to shelly's and do some research on the fast computer about passing a d-test.

Myspace Is Better! Come Look At Mine!

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 21:15:05 GMT

not many people look at this but hey! if you do and didn't already know, you should look at my myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/taylorsmomishott

Friday, October 07, 2005

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 17:36:23 GMT

HEY

amazing night

real excited

YAY

Sam

I Coheed

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 18:47:36 GMT

I skipped school again today. This isn't good. I work too much and in the mornings all i feel like doing is laying around. I'm switching jobs this weekend though. In fact, I have an interview today. Anyway, I'm not sure if you know who Lindsey is so here she is, she's real hott.

That was before a show, she doesn't normally wear that much make-up.

OOOH and look at this pic of me ryan and jessica!

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 17:06:34 GMT

OMG

We just got the internet today and I'm real excited. So yeah.

I'm moved in with lindsey now. We live in a double wide in Southmayd. It's really nice, I really like it. I miss my family a lot though.

OMG! The new coheed is really good. I mean... yes, it is very different, but I could never not love coheed. and I'm really really into it. It is amazing.

Maybe one day I'll have more to say. Maybe it's cuz i just woke up.

Sammy

Monday, August 29, 2005

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 05:30:15 GMT

I was leaving Shelly's house yesterday, and I heard Sadie call my name. I turned around and she was holding on to the door knob just kind of standing there looking at me, and she had the saddest look on her face. I asked her what's wrong and she didn't reply. I picked her up and she wrapped her arms around my neck real tight, and said

"Sam . . . I'm gonna miss you."

She didn't try to get down or move or anything. We stood there like that for a couple of minutes.

I didn't think she knew I was moving. I don't know... hearing a 3 year old tell you that is really saddening, yet heart warming at the same time.

It made me cry.

Friday, August 26, 2005

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 05:07:33 GMT

I've been telling myself forever that I need to update.

Anyways, I had all this stuff to talk about and now I don't remember any of it.

#1 I'M MOVING NEXT WEEK! I'm so freaking excited. I had put my notice in at Braum's and it's so weird how everyone's been acting. This new girl Nina came up to me and said, "Sammy, you can't leave. You taught me everything I know!" Then I went into the office and Eric was standing up and I was like, "What are you doing?" Eric goes, "Sam I don't want you to leave.... like I really really don't want you to go. That's why i never talk about it cuz it upsets me. I think i'm gonna cry." I was all like, "OK I better go." cuz I wouldv'e started crying and that would have been a weird situation. Brenda and Cathy talked me into staying after all that happened. I'm going to try it out I guess. School and working in g-ville. They made out a big pro and con list. lol Anyway... I'm just sayin. it feels good to know that i'm needed somewhere.

AND NOW! . . . Wimpy is on her way! Like I'm prolly like an hour away from Sam and Wimpy time even as we speak.

OOOH! Me and Lindsey's house is like... super cool. Well, I wouldn't say house, but double wide, but it's really big! 4 bedrooms and 2 baths, AND i don't have to pay rent (even tho we're going to try to pay them some rent money) all we have to pay is utilities. I've got my school schedule and I'm excited! . . . and dreading it at the same time. Atatomy is going to be a bitch.

Well I guess I'm done writing this evening.

Samuel

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 21:38:34 GMT

Last night was so much fun. Sammy (me... duh), Ryan, Jessica, Wimpy, Daryl, Sonny, Sadie, & Harley shot off some kick ass fireworks. Harley was sooo good too. He just chilled in his baby swing and looked at the sky. The noise didn't scare him or anything and he's only like 3 months old.

And now... I'm real sweaty because I just watched my first cock fight. It was... interesting. Not something that I would like to do, but it wasn't that bad. I mean, if you let all the roosters loose they would all kill eachother anyway, so I don't really see the harm in it.

Oh yeah... I'm the new shift supervisor for the night shift at the brizzy. Well.. not officially yet, but prolly within the next 2 weeks. This means that I will have to run a shift by myself. I'll be the only manager there like once or twice a week. Scary.

Cathy called me yesterday to let me know that their average time for the drive thru was 4:20 and that everyone thought about me. lol

I'm gonna take a shower now. My hair is all nappy and I'm sweaty.

LATA PLAYAS

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 08:16:46 GMT

OK Ryan... like we aren't gay . . . . . together.

I see you baby...

Shakin' dat ass!

Well there's not much to this entry. I'm gonna go drive... and jam... and have lots of pops.

sammy

Monday, June 20, 2005

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 03:09:39 GMT

I just spent the most amazing weekend w/ Ryan. I haven't had one of those in forever, and I really needed it.

I started full time at the Brizzy last Monday, so sammy now makes 7.50/hr with with 24 hours of overtime per month. I need this cuz sammy needs to $ave.

I'm an extremely happy person right now... cuz... well I know why but I prolly shouldn't talk about it. Fuck it... like I care what anyone thinks. It's just weird ya know?..... reading about all these other gay people and how they're "trying" to find a boyfriend, when all that ever comes out of a relationship is drama and sadness. It just seems like all these homos do is jump around from guy to guy, then what happens when you realize you aren't young anymore, you're like 40 or something, and there's this whole new generation of fags taking over, and all you want is to have one of them. hmmm sounds like I have a fear of getting old.... or maybe I just think too much. I guess you're wondering why this makes me happy... I kinda forgot to explain that part. Well... what makes me happy is that I don't need all that. I refuse to jump around from guy to guy, AND i refuse to be just another fag. I'm happy that I'm not typical. and I hate that a really good guy keeps getting hurt because he thinks this new boy is going to be different.

It probably sounds like I'm extremely depressed but OMG it's the total opposite. I've never felt better about my life and where it's going because I feel like it's finally starting to take off. It feels great. I love my friends, my job (yes i love working at braum's... I know it sounds lame.), and my family.

I have not had a boyfriend since February, or even liked anyone. I'm so happy just being by myself, and I wouldn't want anyone to fuck that up. Especially some loser queer that would get tired of me in a week. FUCK THAT SHIT!

yep... i'll get off it now. my soap box/lecture whatever the fuck you wanna call it. so... I'm gonna go smoke a joint.

What up playa!?!?
nuttin... just chillin up in dis hoe.
hell yeeeeah man! dat's right dawg!

k.bye.

ps: i miss wimpy real bad