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Sunday, June 11, 2006
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if im ever mean or harsh to you, i would either 1. hate your living guts or 2. give a damn shit about you which is probably for your own good. so i've been told i've gotten mean. but hey if you dont like me being honest, then dont come to me for comfort, im not good with that stuff.. well it depends. but most of the time.. all i can do is listen and give a practical solution. im a bitch with a lot of stuff on my mind. o well (= you have a nice day.
-tea
Friday, June 02, 2006
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it's so sad it's pathetic, on nontalking terms and in two days.. it's the 11 month marker. awesome.
Monday, May 29, 2006
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lately i've been thinking of where to transfer to (which is more nice than chosing from which school i got accepted to) and it's come down to UCSD, Davis or SJSU. So going into deanza i thought i would be there for two years and then transfer down to sd because i wanna be in warmer weather and my favorite tubby friend is there, but then i thought about what i was going to major in and i dont know if i would want to go to even MORE school after that... im getting pretty sick of it so far. so then i thought of an easier, less time consuming route; SJSU and their nursing program because if i did do that... i would have a job coming right out of college and money-wise i wouldn't be in much trouble AND i would have my job at kumon and a pretty ok position for me too. so i have this nice comfy home in sj, but i do want to explore my horizon.... and then davis was also considered because it was a UC and that it was good for bio and it's not that far from home and my favorite indecisive is there. i dunno, im stumped on what to do, so hopefully i will get to visit ucsd and ucd and decide ... i wish i didnt chose deanza so i wouldn't have to go through this trouble.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
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Currently Listening
Hey There Delilah
By Plain White T's
see relatedSO here I am, on my spring break and what am i doing?! just sitting here... bored out of my mind... I can't play games cuz my head hurts, i cant eat cuz my throat hurts.. and it's just plain dandy you know... Im getting sick on my spring break, which is lame but then again it's understandable with all the fucking rain we get there -_-' I MISS YOU SUN )=
the other day, it clicked to me and if every goes according to plan (hehe corpse bride) i might be able to transfer fall o7 or winter o8... when i think about it now.. it doesn't seem that long from now, im so comfortable with my life. the BF, the BFFs, the job, the room, just everything seems so comfy as it is... but i wanna expand my horizons, and i wanna get away from the fucking rain. but then again i dont wanna leave this.. then soon we're all gonna choose our carreers, omfg that's such a fucking scary topic )= i really have no clue what i want to do.. i totally cant picture myself as a doctor.. which EVERY TYPICAL MOM wants their child to be ... I DUNT KNOW pfft. this quarter is going to be tiring, 4 classes = LOTS and LOTS of studying and EVEN MORE MONEY ON BOOKS! lol it's so wierd that books costs more than my classes.
that's it now, go away
Monday, March 13, 2006
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- oops... i did it again (=
Currently Listening
Oops!... I Did It Again
By Britney Spears, Britney Spears
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Im tired of school, it's a bitch. I dont want it to end because then I will have more time to study but I want it to end so I can get a fucking break. Deanza sucks ass, the classes you need are filled and the retarded ones are left, i want out asap. I can only bitch, but i get to register wednesday. i hope i get all the classes i need.
i can't believe it, 8 months and still going WHOOO tina (= (lol i sound like a hs student) i had to say it somewhere
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