tealislove's Xanga

wasted

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 16:43:20 GMT

i am so sick of studying and school. i don't know why i am even studying.
i'm marrying szetoh in ten years anyway. billionaire :D
i love you seztoh! i'm not marrying you for your money, i want your body! HAHA. i'm kidding, obviously.
i am really thinking of getting a macbook but there are so many different types. i'm really confused.
i didn't study at all today, such a waste.
i'm such a disappointment to myself, and to probably anyone else that cares.

anyway, queen, cheer up ok? you know i love you more than anything! :)
& YOU, please stop telling me bull shit like how you are trying to help my queen. if you really want to, help all of us by just disappearing from the face of this planet. it would really make the world a better place. at least it will make MY world a better place. thanks.

you're beautiful, i just want you to know.

raining eggs

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 10:35:06 GMT

i'm unproductive when i study.
i'm unproductive when i don't study.

words from brandon "i think studying makes you hate life"
how true.
i've been a good girl, all my smoking buddies are now my studying buddies.
we're at kap, every fucking day. (i'm a kap right now)
though we do other things ALOT more than we study, like bridge.
at least we try, trying is everything. success is overrated.

i'm confused, again, but i think you might be the one. :)
i've been here for four hours and i studied 3 pages.
trying is everything, success is overrated.

shamus is an addict. he will die in two years. bye shamus. i will miss you.

favourite ball of fats,

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:58:14 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
we've been through alot and some of my happiest memories are the ones i share with you.
so thank you. especially for always letting me bully you and giving in.
i just hope you know you mean alot to me.
i promised to be always here, that's one promise i will keep.
you were, are & always will be in my heart.

i don't think i need to say those three words, because you know i do.

i'd do it all again for you

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 14:56:31 GMT

Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

i need to study. please understand.

i watched house bunny. i would give anything(except myabe my friends, because they are awesome) to have a body like hers. i would even give my blanket.

midnight to sunrise at king albert park.

fatty's bbq. :) good time.

everyone is asking too much
and i have nothing left to give

Hilary,

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:07:43 GMT

i first met you in 2006 and somewhere along the way you became my best friend, my pocket full of sunshine.
our hairs grew shorter, list of lovers grew longer, jokes got older, hearts got stolen. alot happened, alot changed.
i know things are different now but i will always & forever love you. <3
Happy 17th sweetheart.

BUDDY

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 15:59:36 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY!!!

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU LIKE NO ONE BUSINESS!
thanks for everything <3
buddies for life ok?

no one on the corner have swagger like us

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 17:35:11 GMT

/edited

you can pay for education
but you can't buy class

this weekend have been eventful.

i went to the airport after school on friday to send off kim & nat. i hate sending people off. i always don't know what to say or how to act. i'm going to miss them, especially kim. i think we had alot of damn good times together. i don't know why people always leave but i suppose that's life. anyway i really hope you guys have fun there, i'm sure you will, just don't forget to study, i'm sure you will too. <3

the rest of friday- dinner at The Line, silver, garden hotel.
i love our family! <3
saturday- waking up to the best thing ever, lido, koven, wine & music.
sunday- studying at serene, bridge, maybe supper later.

this weekend has led me to a conclusion that i love my friends.
and chua, I AM NOT A HOB. i will always choose my bros. :D

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 14:53:49 GMT

I'll be waiting, wishing, wanting, yours for the taking

wednesday morning

Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:09:34 GMT

when we get too cool for school..

only went for one lesson today :)

our family <3
john chua is a father to nigel lam and szetoh.
lam is married to priss and they have a son, shamus.
szetoh's gay partner is leon and they have an son, chern.
chern is married to nikki.
nikki is jackey's daughter.
jackey also have two other children, the twins, mon and brandon.
brandon and shamus are dating.

i'm going to host a family dinner at my house and cook for everyone. :D

p.s. in case you haven't notice, our family is very pro-gay.

clear?

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 13:18:30 GMT

okay, get this straight.
szetoh & i are not together or happening or whatever.
we are just close friends.
that's it. nothing more.
so enough with the nonsense please.
thank you very much.

i don't get why the fuck anyone would even think we are together.
i love szetoh, but in a brother way. :)
talking about brother, my twin MIA again.
stupid twin, on a date then don't wanna reply me.

i want a smoke and a reply from you, you & you. bye.