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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:14:45 GMT

New Xanga.......

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Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 04:42:28 GMT

Last Night i stayed at gabbys..and we babysat her cousin and played barbies.. <3 Fun.

Its ChristMas Break!!

you make me nervous.
that's never happened to me before.
i keep second guessing myself and
overanalyzing your every move.

Losers

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 21:36:03 GMT

if you think he's the one you want, the one you love, and the one that can make you happy no matter how long you've liked him and no matter what other people say, you should keep trying and waiting.

dont let anyone ever promise you that they won't ever hurt you because at one time or another it will happen. the real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

sometimes he makes me so happy, and other times he is just tearing me down. he cares, but then he says something that just makes me feel like he could care less. he knows i get jealous, so does he, but yet he still flaunts things in my face. i used to be told i deserve better .. i just wish he was better.

The day i met you my life changed the way you make me feel is hard to explain. You make me smile in a special kind of way. You make me fall deeper for you everyday and when i look into your eyes i know it's true there's no one else in the world for me but you.

i now compare all guys to you and you know what? they never measure up, not even close.. and the sad thing is that most of them are probably "better" than you.. but i just cant see it.

Friday, December 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 01:44:57 GMT

if i could take you away pretend i was queen, what would you say? would you think i am real? cause everybodys got the way i should feel && everybodys talking how i can't can't be in love but i want want want to be in love want to be in love for real... everythings falling && i am included in that; oh how i try to be just okay -- yeah but all i ever really wanted was a little piece of you...

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 00:06:35 GMT

Thanks Giving break is over..

sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past;
stop planning the future; stop trying to figure out
precisely how we feel; stop deciding with our
mind what we want our heart to feel; &&
sometimes we just have to go with
" whatever happens.. h a p p e n s ."

i hate the way you can push me to the
limits with the things you do && then
you know just the right time to say something
sweet to make me fall for you all over again.<3

&& even though I remind myself that we'll
probably never be together, I still won't let
myself f a l l for anyone else

for my love gabby <33 .lol.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 03:27:16 GMT

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I missed the grinded concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
Will I shake this off...pretend it's all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 02:56:32 GMT

Grounded Again..but not for very long.

So call me if you wana hang out when its over.

'The Best of Me'

in my mind you never left
falling wasn't true
i had faith you flew past the sky
straight through the night
and the sun reflects the night
carrying the very same thing
in your heart that saved me
but maybe you've stopped listening
falling on my selfish ways
it takes faith to see
so close your eyes and search
deeper than just memories
i never stopped believing in you and me
your leaving never changed things
i've been here for too long
to just walk away -- Underoath

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 00:45:36 GMT

*during the day at random times, thoughts of
you fill my mind ' and i picture that smile you
gave me, and i swear for that one second ..could barely breathe...

***You're missing what's in front of your eyes... A girl that would give up anything to just be with you.

* I hate how we don't talk for weeks But then all of a sudden you talk to me again. & it is like as if nothing happened & I slowly start falling for you ...all over again

** Maybe some friends arent meant to be saved, Maybe we are meant to spend a certain part of our life With certain people...And then move on...

***You cant find the right person, If youre still holding on to the wrong one
I'm racking my brain trying to comprehend ;; For some unknown reason our status will remain as friends

**I have a habit of falling too hard and falling too fast and getting my hopes up for something that will never last.

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:12:04 GMT

blah blah blah blah blah..yup that was my halloween.

i was a cat..... MeOw!!!!

Gabby was a buNny...irmm.. hoppity hop.

k well yup Leave Me some Comments!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU ALL ALOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOTOT!!!!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:34:18 GMT

Tomorrow is the last day then Fall Break..woop.. i think im gonna hang out with Camille tomorrow.. YAY .

*Don`t look for perfection, you`ll never find it.
Look for happiness and love, you may find it in the most unexpected places.

**you know you`re in love when no one else
is even worth a second glance.

***it`s just something that happens as you grow up,
you realize it`s less important to have more friends
and more important to have real ones <3

*The hardest thing about growing up is that you
have to do what's best for you.. even if it means
breaking someone`s heart..including your own

**every0ne h0Lds 0nt0 mem0ries s0 tight,
mainLy because it`s the 0nLy thing that d0esn`t change,
whiLe everything eLse ar0und them d0es.

***No camera could ever capture the look in her eyes
&& the feeling in her heart when she looks at him <3

K well i have to go pick my mommy up from the airport.

Love You All...... Leave Comments. <3 <3