i've just been drifting along meeting people. i wonder if you have been one of them

umm yeah ive been out and about.......there are so many things i would like to say.  you can really tell a lot about people from reading their xangas from all across the world.  you can read about how people say they are free but you can tell they have never known what real freedom is.  its to bad that they think they are free, because they are so blinded that they can actually get others to believe they are free and in order to find freedom people should live like them.  in the end...............its the blind leading the blind...what i dislike so much is that the ones leading tell people they are not blind but in fact use their so called seeing to do and lead people into things that Jesus had to die for because its really sin.  the ones following i can understand more because the ones leading knew people took what they said as worth listening to and then they used that against them because they knew they could........ these people say they dont fear........they should fear nothing but to fail God and to mock Jesus.

i have a want in me to expose them for all their world to see............................

....... but instead i will cultivate silence and pray that the cross comes to their life and kills their self love that is deceiving them so that they may know  true freedom....

im out and silent....for now

As long as you live by your old nature you will be open to all of the injustices of men.  Your temper will get you into fights, your passions will clash with your neighbors, your desires will be like tender spots open to your enemies' arrows.  Everything will be against you - attacking you from all sides.  If you live at the mercy of a crowd of greedy and hungry desires, then you will never find peace.  You will never be satisfied because everything will bother you.  You will be like an invalid who has been bedridden for many years - anywhere you are touched you will feel pain.  Your self-love is terribly touchy.  No matter how slightlyt it is insulted, it screams, "Murderer."  Add to this all the insensitivity of others, their disgust at your weakness (and your disgust at theirs), and you have the children of Adam forever tormenting each other.

The only hope is to come out of yourself.  Lose all your self-interest.  Only then can you enjoy the true peace reserved for "men of good will".  Such people have no other will but God's.  If you come to such a place, then what can harm you?  You will no longer be attacked through your hopes or fears.  You may be worried, inconvenienced, or distressed, but you can rest in Him.  Love the hand that disciplines you.  Find peace in all things - even in going to the cross.  Be happy with what you have.  Wish for nothing more.  Surrender to God and find true peace.

I'm out again........