i made a decision... only certain people will no... and can never tell... just no ill miss u if it happens...
on the happier note... im bored... becka got her new cell.. i got yet another note out of gym... n i have a cronic tendinis(sp?) prob with my shoulder?...wait the last thing is sorta bad... o well
o ya i really want bryanna to forgive me but she wont... i miss having her as a friend... i realize now how crappy of a friend i was... but she cant i was a crappy friend all the time cuz i have done good things for her... i wouldnt steal a guy from her... i wasnt even talking to nate at the time of their dating... n the aaron thing i was jokin about n i dont get y it would matter of what i said to him when i dont even see him n hes not attracted to me?... she was a good friend to me, but after what happens in the future may make it so i cant b friends with her ever again...
time for colorguard woohoo... i get to attack people n get run over by trumpet players
dreamlessnightxx: I wish i could just come up there and give you a HUGE hug and never let you go
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dreamlessnightxx: I wish i could just come up there and give you a HUGE hug and never let you go
i need a hug right now
i <3 u myka u always no how to make me smile
im really close to quitting band... i already lost it... i broke like a shattered blood covered piece of glass | 
my bro was pissed i went in his clothes tho hehe... ummmmmmmmmmmmm yaaaaaaaaaaa... awwwww mikes upset i have to go cheer him up