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| so here's the deal: I like him.
I don't care how stupid you all think it is, because I don't think you get it. He makes me happy. Every time I see him I smile. I don't even notice I'm doing it until 3 minutes later when the same stupid smile is still plastered across my face. I have liked more than my fair share of guys, but I've never been like that before. I mean, I actually have dreams that this kid shows up in, and in case you didn't know I never dream. Never.
He listens to me. He listens to every stupid little story I have to tell no matter how pointless it is. He laughs at me and with me. He plays all my silly games, and asks me to play his.
I can trust him with anything because I know he won't turn around and tell the next person he sees. He's the one person that I truly believe won't laugh at my secrets. And even though he says he doesn't care about anything, he has this way of making me believe he really does care about me and what I have to say.
I know how he spends his free time, and I know what he does is wrong. But I think you're all dumb asses for deciding that he's a bad person for it. He's a stupid person for doing it, but he's not bad. I'm not one of those silly girls that thinks she can change him, make him a better person. Sure I want to, but at the same time those things are what make him, him.
Also, just because he does it, doesn't mean that I'm going to do it. I have morals, thank you. Morals I plan on sticking to.
Here's the part where you all say 'Just wait till you're madly in love with him. You'll do whatever he asks you.' Uh yea you're wrong.
1. He has never once asked me to do it.
2. He knows how against it I am
3. Love is accepting the other person the way they are. Which means he would accept the fact that I don't do it.
I know you guys think I'm stupid, retarded, and I have no idea what I'm getting into, but I do. I know I'm going to get it hurt. I know it's not going to last. I'm a junior for crying out loud. The chances of ANY relationship lasting are extraordinarily slim. Geesh the chances of this becoming a relationship at all are extraordinarily slim.
Look, I'm glad you guys care, but just let me find out for myself, okay?
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| Once again im sitting here wondering why. I've been feeling this way a lot lately and I hate it. I wish I didn't feel the need to be loved in order to live my life. I promised myself i wouldn't become one of those love obsessed teenage girls, because im better than that, but maybe im not. I cant help but think of what hes doing and if hes happy and why in the world I cant be hanging out with him right now....and I know people dont usualluy hang out at 1 in the morning, but you all know what i mean. Someone told me the other day that they couldn't belive I had never had a boyfriend before. I dont know if its cause im 16 and never been kissed or because im 'like so totally awesome', but i often think the same thing. Am I really that bad? I know some butt ugly jerks that have had tons of boyfriends, so you cant tell me its my personality. I'm trying to go with the thought process that ill date when God thinks I'm ready, but its hard. I don't mean this whole rant to sound like im desperate for any guy who will go out with me becasue I'm not. When I finally get a boyfriend I want him to be the right guy, not just some guy who will do for no. I want a guy I can love and giggle with, one thats gonna treat me right. | | |
| What is your favorite summer activity ?swimming!
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| What is something or someone you find completely overrated?
I'm probibly gonna come up wiht a way better answer after I post this, but for now I'm gonna say people who freak out over swearing. I'm not a huge swearer or anything, but I don't think its wrong. The words are only bad because people decided they were. I mean, if I used the word esophagus enough and in a different context, I could probibly have it concidered a swear word by 2010. No joke. Bitch, and Shit, and Ass, and all those other words are only bad because people to took them out of context and decided they should be.
silly silly people
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| What makes someone a "good person"?someone who doesn't do 'bad things'
duh
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