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Name: Adam
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 8/3/1987
Gender: Male

Interests: Music, Music, and More Music... I write songs and play them. It's my favorite! I'm in a hardcore band... but I listen mostly to emo, screamo, Jackson Brown and Paul Simon SO THERE!

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Member Since: 11/8/2004

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Currently Listening
Soviet Kitsch
By Regina Spektor
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hello ya'll. I never update. but i am today. and for a scary reason. on friday, Philip, Scott, Eric and I have our first show together hopefully you guys can be there to watch us make fools of ourselves. haha. it is at the Elk Grove VFW this friday. we are at 945. we need to have 30 people show up to see us. PLEASE COME.... if you want to?

well, thank you all. check out our music if you haven't yet. http://www.myspace.com/faretomidland i hope to see all of your beautiful faces there! because if you guys dont go... no one will. yeah its true. aight. have a wonderful week yall

-adam

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

my doubt in a sonnet.

for you, my knees are tied and minding this pew.
but finding these rows, are rows and not forgivness,
i'm left alone. i'm watching the kings fall through;
and only to find betrayal within my kiss.

i throw my stones. my pride, it has me throwing
from piles i've piled. the times are trying. i'm tired
and sick and living without a hope for growing.
in soil so selfish and burdend by water admired.

but raking the leaves from under this tree, at least
i'll find some green here among the brown, and pile
them high like south from north and west from east.
you'll clean my hands and cry for my defiled.

by faith or not, my knees do find this pew.
i hope, yes hope to find my lies are true.

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

Currently Reading
Abba's Child: The Cry of the Heart for Intimate Belonging
By Brennan Manning
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Thoughts of the Unispired.
No, inspiration is only as good as you make it. or you allow it. The lack of inspiration makes us long and search with all of the strength left in the weary hands that attempt to grasp... they will continue to reach for a truth for all truths. In the beggining God said, let US make man in our own image, so in the image of God he created them... male and female. God is both masculine and feminine. funny how we put boxes on an infinate mystery... isn't it? i do it daily. momentarily. each instant contains an understatement of his grace, spoken by my mouth thought in my head or written by my hands. God took a piece out of Adam and made him a bride : Eve. He then gave Adam the piece of himself back... in the form of Eve. this is then paralleled with Jesus. Jesus was complete and then on the cross he was pierced just like Adam and a piece taken out of him. and then returned as a bride. The bride of Christ. The church. You and I. We were created for a deep intimacy with Jesus.

I hope to make myself nothing.

i hope.

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Friday, September 16, 2005

hello my friends. thanks for being my friends by the way. i wanted to let you know that not only do i not use this thing very much anymore and am thinking very strongly about getting rid of it... but also i wanted to let you know that we don't have aol anymore so my screen name is not what it used to be...

but I still want to talk to you all. so im letting you know what it is. it is now awaitsthedock so say hi when you get a chance. okay. i took a look back on my childhood. So did my poetry class.

No Sandcastles Here, Not In My Sandbox

That box seemed
a mighty clay chunk
in my hand.
Six years old, and
I'm already digging holes
that won't be filled.

Sand shoveling--
one, two, three pockets;
they won't be emptied.
Not to the form
of the castle in my dreams.
A blessed castle-- dead
even for good hearts.

Today I am strong;
back straight, head up.
The box seems much smaller;
though imperative it remains.
I want to know it well again--
to fit it in my hand.

In it, someday,
I will make castles.
Sand shoveling--
one, two, three scoops.
Digging that child from the box
I'll find the true me--
an architect of sand.

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Monday, June 06, 2005

	Hey Guys its been a while since i have written... Things are going swell working at starbucks.. i have to go right now actually. BUT PLEASE check out me and phils new band... its on the seesaw sorry website... listen to "Its in the avenue" PLEase let me know what you think. I Love you all
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