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Name: Kailey
Birthday: 9/5/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Interests? Older long-haired rockstar Catholic boys. I like...stuff. And reading, and writing (short stories and poetry), Edgar Allan Poe, religious studies, Shakespeare, counterculture, Nirvana, icees, Stephen King, costume design, Darwin, listening to music, tech, The Beatles, punking out, Led Zeppelin, having aaron quitting parties at starbucks, Janis Joplin, galveston (heh heh), stealing ketchup, musical theater, Metallica, having intellectual conversations. All the fun stuff. Oh and God, He's a cool cat.
Expertise: Guilt trips. Eye opening. In relationships I'm the enricher.
Occupation: Government
Industry: Government
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  metallicakitty3
Member Since:
3/29/2004
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| I think I'm just going to delete this. Originally I was going to print all of this, but I kind of like throwing all of my journals away. I got rid of my other ones the other day, I think I'm just going to demolish this one too. Purging. It feels great. | | |
| I know that we won't forgetYesterday was one of the saddest days of my life. It was unbelievable how sad David's funeral was. I know that he is with God now and his suffering is finally going to be over, but it's so hard to remember that when you're saying goodbye for the last time. We weren't close by any means, but he was my friend and we went to school together for 12 years. To see him overcome so much and then have it all come crashing down...it's just devastating. I don't know why I'm writing this. I just keep thinking about the past few days and how I felt. I honestly think that his death, and more importantly his life, will be one of the most influential of this generation as long as we don't forget him and what he did. And who cares if he wasn't a saint? He was a good person, and he was one of the nicest boys I have ever met. The world was lucky to have you David. No matter what. We'll miss you Ray Ray. Truly we will. Sorry this is so depressing, I just want to get something out. I hope I'm slightly coherent. It's all so unbearably...real. | | |
| TwelveOut from the ashes of gray desire
Out from the dream and into the fire
I said a lot, it won't mean thing
After she's gone these words will sting
No gods could be that cruel to me
No gods could be that cruel to me
Six minutes gone and I'm still alive
And I never thought that I would survive
With pieces of eight and odd bits of string
Are all I remember when I hear her sing
No gods could be that cruel to me
No gods could be that cruel to me
And I blame the sun
And I blame the moon
I blame myself
And I blame you
Twelve minutes gone and I'm still alive
And who would have thought that we would survive
With all lines repeating and nothing rehearsed
I feel so stupid; I feel I'm cursed
I don't want to think anymore
I don't want to think anymore
No gods could be that cruel to me
No gods could be that cruel to me | | |
| My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheelI saw Pirates of the Caribbean 3 last night and it was quite good. Some things pissed me off, but I don't want to spoil the movie for anyone. Good movie, good company, good night. I didn't get home until 5ish though because after the midnight movie I decided to go be a bro with the Ganthiers so we chilled out and watched some tv for a while. It didn't feel that late when I got home, but whatevs. I graduate in a day. One day. That is insane. 12 years of grade school, and it all comes down to this one sheet of paper. It's nuts isn't it? I worked my ass off all throughout high school, just so that I could get a diploma and an acceptance letter. It starts all over again in August. I have already gotten my student id and I signed up for classes. (and I've already changed my schedule once). As of now it is: Classical Tradition: Lit and Comp I
MWF 12:10-1:00 World Community I
TuTh 9:35-10:50 Basic Musicianship I
TuTh 11:00-12:15 General Psychology
MWF 10:10-11:00 Teachings of the Catholic Church
TuTh 3:35-4:50 Odyssey
F 1:10-2:00 It's such an unreal feeling that this is all actually happening. Wow. Peace, love and empathy. | | |
| Baby it's fact our love is trueSome people at my school think my senior prank was "gay". Well, I don't care about this alleged homosexuality, because no one else in my grade has done anything yet. They're all talk. Boys are confusing. I am exhausted and sick of my parents. That is my life right now I guess. Peace, love and empathy. | | |
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