okc is boring.  but spending time with the fam is always good and therapeutic (when they aren't driving me insane, of course). i'll be in tulsa thursday for those who want to see me.  but don't worry, i'm there all summer. 

two words: grey's anatomy.  oh shit. i have been obsessed with shows before but i have never been this fanatical.  i feel like i'm in the show when i watch it. and i hated denny for the longest time until this episode...well, so much for that. what a clotting loser.

welp, i'm fucking out

i enjoy lortabs. i don't enjoy getting my wisdom teeth out. but it was better than i expected.

i had fun seeing everyone the other night

stay classy, tulsa

i'm real busy doing independent research right now with one of my chem professors...which really means sit around and play on the computer...

so i'll write some stuff even if no one reads it

summary of christina as of now:

laying off the drinking, probably smoking too much, studying a lot, coming home to tulsa this summer(against her will), has a house in kansas city that she can't move into yet, less than a month and she will be halfway done with college, recycling enthusiast, lawrence lover, hopefully being a good friend, and most important enjoying the wonderful spring weather

may have been drinking since 8 in the morning

may not be irish

but may wish that i am

thank you rockhurst for your love of alcohol

the day the music died. we were singing bye bye miss american pie. drove my chevy to the levy but the levy was dry. we got all got up to dance but we never got a chance.

alright so i have been having crazy dreams lately and i'm not all too sure where they are all coming from. sometimes i think that reality is only half my life and dreaming is the other half. a lot of times i would rather resort to the dreaming but not now...these nightmares have got to stop; dunno where that is coming from either.

i'm tired of missing people and i'm tired of people leaving me. i wish that i had time to see everyone that i wanted to when i wanted to and i wish friendships didn't end or change. i miss too many people to mention right now and even the fact that i'm on xanga is a bad side because so many of those people i just read about and they're not talking about me which pretty much makes me miss them more.

send me to italy. why does everyone get to live my dream except me? dangit!