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Saturday, August 05, 2006

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 23:13:46 GMT

does anyone still get on or did we all convert to my space??? lol write me if anyone gets this please.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 07:33:12 GMT

much luv bob

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 22:44:07 GMT

guess whos back?

Friday, July 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 05:18:27 GMT

sometimes it just seems like too much, i can t hold togther myself let alone try to pull everyone else togther, i don t know what to do. i feel used, misplaced, and confused, and it took this long to figure out and understand that much, which makes me afriad of whats in the future for me.

i have no more time to myself, which is my oen fault, to an extent, but furthermore, i can t take the time anymore to help myself, and i fear that ultamitly, that will be the one thing that will always be ther with me, constently reminding me of just how muh i threw away, how badly i fucked up, and i ve found before an easily attianable methood of surcomin that feelin, but now, now i my life has been takin over, invaded by an outside force that has no real conseption of what or who i really am, but with takin all that into consideration they still persist on planing out my liffe, makin my choices, tellin me what i can and can t do. i can t take that anymore. just thinking of the very presence of an intity of such projected power and persuasion quite literally makes me feel like i want to die.

if i cant control my own life, then why should have a life at all? i can t comprend why anyone would want to continue on without choice, without decision, without reason, without the chance to take a risk, to make a mistake. because for me thats why i live on. that s why i, through it all i continue on this never-ending endevar to find a way to break away, to become my own again, to take back the control in my life tht i so desperately long for.

I have so much bottled up right now that i can t even begin to think of how to express it, but i think that, in time, i will find a way, wether it s worth it or not is something I must thik about before i draw a conclusion of this epic perportion..

good bye and farewell,

untill next time

Friday, July 15, 2005

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 03:07:20 GMT

Jeff and i came up with a great recipe for home made chili and we thought we d share it with you so here it is

1.5 lbs. ground beef

1/4 red pepper

1/4 yellow pepper

1/4 orange pepper

1 whole onion

1 can tomato paste

1 can baked beans

1) cook beef

2) drain grease and add onion

3) cook beef and onion until the onion begins to become soft

4) add peppers and cajan seasoning cook untill peppers are soft

5) add paste and beans then simmer for 5- 10 min.

for added flavor add your favorite cheese and/or some cooked bacon for that added texture.

hope it turns out ok for all you chili eaters out there, one thing we d suggest is to try adding somew banana peppers when you add the onions for some added sweetness, also, a touch of, and i know this may sound weird, maple syrup.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 18:41:09 GMT

just thought i d update cause... well i dont really have a reason really, m just bored,lol. anyway.....yeah thats about all i got but if theres anything going on out there with anyone, fill me in cause i miss talkin to u all

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 23:13:38 GMT

wow, now that i have the time to write i dont know were to start. ummm, well i ve resently gotten ahold of my father, and he lives like four blocks away from me, so thats cool, he s trying to help me get back on my feet for now.

i started working for him today and it s pretty easy, alot to learn but easy, but eectronics are so much fun!

i ve spent alot of time tryin to straighten out my life and now that i m back on track it seems like i find myself trying to play catch up with alot of ppl. one good thing about all of this is that i have a new start on life but there are still many ppl i d like to bring along with me, granted there are alot of ppl i dont want to have anything to do with anymore, but i think that happenes with anyone so i dont feel bad about it.

my whole relationship life has been anything but good, i just hope now i can find someone who can put up with me, lol, i think that being in a realtionsip and then loosing that feeling is far worse than ever gaining that feeling at all. although i do live with two other guys, i still have that feeling of emtiness inside, like i have no one to turn to, maybe its just my own insecurities holding me back, or maybe i havent tried hard enough, but one thing is for sure, the compainionship of another is one unmistakeable feeling that i miss.

anyway, i ve met alot of new ppl, good, bad, and just plain wierd, but one ting is for sure, through it all, i m having the time of my life. If anyone one out there wants to be a part of it, drop me a line and we ll hang out out here and you ll see what i mean.

if anyone has anyting they wnt to talk about, post it and i ll get back to you as soon as possible, it gets extremely boring out here by myself.

until next time then, good bye all

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 21:54:48 GMT

717 701 3086 call me anytime, this is my new cell

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 20:18:43 GMT

hey all, i dont have much time right now but thank you all for your support. these past few months have been hell but i hope to get in touch with all of you soon. jut make sure you guy keep cre of your selfs nd eachother and then we cn all b hapy togther,lol. i reallydo miss you guys, ell mot of you anyway, i live in camp hill now o it ll be a lil harer to talk to ll of you but as soon s i can get some money togther i m gonna get a computer o that i cn keep in touch.

goo luck to ll who have finished high school (finally) and stay smart

peace out

much luv

David M. Renaut

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 22:43:30 GMT

ye so these past couple weeks have been real crazy for me..... i ve left home if you haven t heard in order to be in control of my own life and I feel that things have been better for me now. i m still trying to find a place but im sure i will soon. if any one knows someone sellin a car for cheap, please let me know cause i could really use one. hope all is well with everyone, aybe soon i ll be able to fix my life and start over...who knows.... o yea before i go i have a few things to say:

1. i told you she wasn t

2. i miss all of you very much, and please dont worry about me, i know what i m doing, i have had proir expereince

3. im sorry if anyone is upset at me ( threasa) but i need to get my life straightened out before i continue with anything or anyone in my life right now, i m sorry you didn t understand that before but maybe you will, who knows

4. I hope your arm gets better soon Robin, and i ll say what i ve always told you cause i still belive it: it ll get better, you ll see, just give it time.

thats about it. i don t know when the next time i ll talk to many of you will be, but i ll try to keep in touch.

much love to everyone

David M Renaut