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Name: Chantelle Country: United States State: West Virginia Metro: Parkersburg Birthday: 9/8/1986 Gender: Female
Interests: hmmm...this is a hard one...i love to talk (but what girl doesnt...lol), i love to read, dance, cheer (i was a cheerleader in highschool), take long walks on the beach...lol...i love to sing, act, and just have fun...i love spending alot of time with my friends and just helping when ever i can Expertise: talking, dancing, and cheerleading...i thinks thats about it...lol Occupation: Student Industry: Business
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Member Since:
3/6/2005
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| hey yall. been a little while hasnt it. lol. was going through some hard times but im better now so that is good. 5 down and 1 to go for finals. my last final is tmrw and then i am done. man i cant wait. it is soooooo stinking exciting. i think the thing i am most excited about is sleep. it could be the fact that i can now start working out again but i think i like sleep better...lol. i have a feeling that next semester is going to be a really good one. i have set goals for myself and i am going to meet them. this semester really changed my life. and i have principles of management to thank for it. to anyone who reads this: if you ever get the chance and really want to read a good book, read "7 Habits of Highly Effective People" by Stephen R. Covey. it is by far the best book i have ever read. now i will confess that i didnt read all of it but from skimming over it and discussing it in class, man its good. i have a copy of it so if anyone wants to barrow it and read it i will loan it to you. just make sure i get it back. lol. i have notes in it. lol. but yea, this next semester will rock. im soo excited. well i am totally exausted so i am going to go sleep now for a little while. kappa party tonight that i really need and am really looking forward to. good day and God bless. | | |
| this is going to be my last entry for a while. i dont even know if i will ever write in this again. i just feel that it has been mistaken too many times and i have gotten in fights over things i have said and i am done with that. i would rather keep things to myself then hurt others and inturn hurt myself. | | |
| well havnt written in this in a while. what has happened since the last time i wrote. well nothing really. life has been a little on the boring side. i am dating this guy and we have been dating for a little over a week but i dont think it is anything serious. it isnt official yet. i really want it to be but at the same time i am really scared. he is too. both of us havent been out of very serious relationships for very long so we are both worried we are still in the rebound state. i have a feeling i still am a little cause i am ready to give my heart to this guy and i dont really know him. lol. i guess i am really worried that i will fall for him hard like i have someother guys and then something will happen and i will get hurt or hurt him. and i dont want to do that. im sick of it. its just so hard cause i think i have already fallen for him. i know i dont love him but i have fallen for him pretty fast and hard. i just love the way he smiles at me and acts kinda goofy to make me laugh. i love how he treats me. he always opens the door for me even if im driving and he always gives me a little kiss goodbye. i love the way he holds me when we are laying down on the couch watching a movie. i even love the really dumb little things like how we like the same teams. all new england baby. lol. i love how we both love ham and pineapple pizza. i love how he wants to move to new england when he is done with school. i love how he is a christian. the only thing that is making this really hard is that i am scared to talk to him about some things. these are things that he is going to need to know some day too which sucks even more. like i cant talk to him about my dad. i know i dont need to do that right now but i dont want to get into the relationship and be into it for a long time and then him run off cause it scared him. i would rather him run off now then later. i just dont know what to do. i am just sooooo scared and dont want to get hurt or hurt him. i want to fall inlove so much but i am so scared to. | | |
| well tonight was great. social clubs have now started torchuring the freshman. what fun. i didnt get into the club i wanted to be in which is ok cause the one i am in is a good one. people that i was in a club with last year arent talking to me so that is just fantastic. i like someone that i kinda cant cause they like someone else. but that part doesnt really matter. that is just me being a silly girl. well i have to go cause its like 130 and i am meeting someone for food tmrw. ttyl everyone and good night. | | |
| well school has finally started. i am soooo glad that everyone is back and that things are starting to get started. well nothing all that intersting has happened to me so i am just going to go and do laundry and clean and do homework. if you are going to the coffee house tonight at Grand Central then i will see you there. | | |
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