You're Starving But Your Love Won't Feed. When Nothing Ever Sets You Free.You know you've got a long way down. You feel it when you hit the ground.
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Original: 2/9/2008 8:03 PM
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Saturday, February 09, 2008
 
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102.5
at 5'0 my BMI is 20.0

I'm at a new low weight.  Actually I was even less yesterday but I ate some food pretty late, and late night fast food run while I picked up my Bro kinda blew (damn you Taco Bell and My brother's seeming lightning fast metabolism... bastard) but i only nibbled a few nachos and ate a half a crab-wich at girl's night.

Today I am right back to these devilish old ways. Today I had a cuppa tea with sweet-n-low and a piece of thin crust cheese pizza.  Cos I kick ass.

My life is just...... a mess. I should be committed.  I will be pleased as punch if my BMI is lower tomorrow.  Quite frankly It's the only thing I think I have control over at the moment. That soon.  Very soon. I will be 100 lbs or the double digits and maybe then I'll be happy about something, damnit.

I picked up my brother.  Then we were joking around in my room.  He noticed my scale and asked me to step on it just joking around.  "don't you think you're thin enough?" he asked.  I looked at him and said simply..."no." It's as close as I will ever let anyone know what I'm doing.  Everyone in this house has noticed I lost weight.  Alot of weight (according to them) I am getting a bunch of.  "you're getting thinner" comments.  But I'm hardly Amy Winehouse or anything.
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i'm all up for the walk as soon as the temperature is above zero again... i really miss our talks too. if it stays ice-age-like we'll have to grab a cup of coffee or something and chat...and look at shoes and stuff we'll wear when we're thinner. i've recently discovered white house black market and i am in love with it. so when i'm thin AND have money it's all over.

by the way i DO think you're thin enough but i understand that wanting a bit more - so i trust you're gonna do what  you need to do but you do look FABULOUS right now just so you know!  muah!

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