Be careful of who your friends are...

I have a really sad story to tell.

A friend of mine that I work with went to a bar with her supposed best friend and two guys that she didn't know. Well, one guy was flirting with my coworker and the other with her friend. My coworker, who shall now be known as "Emily", was not into the guy at all, but she was nice to him anyway. Later that evening Emily let him buy her a drink...she doesn't remember much after that.

She found out later on that the drink he bought her had been drugged and that she had been raped while she was out of it. What's worse is that the drink wasn't drugged by the guy, Emily's best friend put the drug in the drink for him. The "friends" reason was that she wouldn't have been able to hook up the other guy if Emily didn't get together this one.

Now Emily is worried about STD's and pregnancy. She is now a statistic. She is just one more person who's so called friend stabbed her in the back.

I see this stuff all the time in movies, but part of me still thought that maybe it wasn't real. It only happens there, never here. I hope that everything works out for Emily and I'd like if all of you prayed for her.

Currently Watching Meet the Robinsons By Daniel Hansen, Jordan Fry, Matthew Josten, Stephen J. Anderson see related

Woooooow!!!

So, I haven't posted here in FOREVER! Golly, I kinda forgot that this place even existed. So, how is everyone? I'm doing well..at the moment I have laryngitis and have to write things down and...well, that sucks. Other than that, life is great. Well, not great but it isn't bad.

Anyway, I don't really have much to say and I don't know when I'll post again, buuuuuut, leave me a comment or something. Bye, everyone!

Currently Watching Funny Face By Audrey Hepburn, Fred Astaire, Kay Thompson, Michel Auclair, Robert Flemyng see related

Ouch

Okay, so, I'm still not sleeping, or eating very much at this point. Sigh. I'm so tired of this. Anyway, this post is about the fact that i was playing around with a cop friend of mine and i accidentally punched him in his gun. that's not a metaphor, people. i actually punched his firearm and now my knuckle is bruised and I have a blood blister and my car flooded and everything is really shitty right now. So, again, I'm asking for your prayers that I'm able to get some rest and that i'm smart enough to not punch guns anymore.

Peace Out

If anyone still reads this...

I haven't written here in a while and it might be a long time before I post again.

This entry is a request for prayers from anyone who reads this. I have been having a lot of trouble lately. I've been having moderate anxiety attacks that keep me from sleeping. I haven't slept now in at least two weeks. Of course, by that I mean I've gotten about eight hours of sleep in those two weeks. It's beginning to affect me in a very bad way. A few nights ago, my roommate and I were lying in her bed and I began to feel very strange. I couldn't sit up or hold my head straight. My words kept slurring and everything she said to me wouldn't register in my head. As she tells me, at one point I passed out, falling from a sitting position all down to a lying one. She said she called my name over and over and got no response from me. Finally, I did respond but still couldn't focus on anything or support my own head or body.

She wanted to take me to the Emergency Room, but I refused, which, now I'm not so sure was a good idea. The night before last, we stayed up until 6:30 am because she was taking care of me. After I went into my room to try and sleep, I ended up staying up all night. The next night, my symptoms returned only worse. I couldn't walk upstairs without assistance and fell at least ten times before I made it to my bed with her help. I think that I've pushed myself past the point of exhaustion and I'm at a loss of what to do. Everytime my symptoms appear, they get worse. I'm beginning to get very scared.

So, again, I'm asking for your prayers that God helps me sleep and get over whatever is causing these anxiety attacks. I would also like your opinions on whether or not I should just suck it up and go the ER. Please, please pray for me and send up a thanks for my roommate who's been there for me every step of the way.

I Have Decided That

1. Sharks are dumb. It must really suck to have to bite something before you figure out that it's inedible
2. Extended amounts of alone time are variably depressing and really, really fun
3. Heroes is the best flipping show EVER. I am its whore
4. It's good to gossip. For instance, if your friends tell you that a guy has a girlfriend and then said guy hits on you...it's nice to be able to throw his currently unavailable status in his face and let him know that you know he's a dog
5. I really don't know my way to Irving, Tx
6. Deal or No Deal is the most stressful show in the world
7. Being fat sucks
8. Grape Juice is the bomb.com

Now that you all have read my opinions... I'll see you kids later!