termterm8989
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- Name: termterm8989
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/29/2007
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Friday, July 04, 2008
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i feel extremely sluggish today.
today is my first day
staying home doing nothing. i've been
walking around, shopping, and doing so many
things everyday. thanks to that
i've been eating a lot more than
usual but it's not adding up to my weight.
tomorrow, i have to visit my dentist.
afterward i wish to go shopping. i still need to get
gifts for four of my friends.
i hope to eat less tomorrow so i can lose
weight more than just maintaining my
current, unsatisfying weight.
also my jet lag is making me mentally disoriented.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
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i've been walking around all day,
cheap shopping for next week's leave.
i feel like i ate so much, and that i'm
not trying hard enough.
how i desperately wished all the
clothes to hang on me, the way it looks
on hangers...
Monday, June 16, 2008
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lost 4lbs total. i'm still sick, but i ate
more than yesterday. i'm afraid to gain weight.
i have exactly one week to lose 12lbs.
i'm going to push myself till the limit.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
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i seriously can't keep anything down right now.
i feel soo sick. my body is begging for fast. -
dropped two pounds...
my parents are going to drag me
on this trip completely against my will.
i'm going to starve for two weeks
until i can reach my lowest by the time i
get on the plane to leave.
i hate my family. i want to escape.
but the only way i can free myself is
by disappearing.. by starving.
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About Me
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age:18 height:5'5" wish: to be 95lbs. interests- summer, weight loss, thin, clothes, hair, cinema, literature, philosophy, psychology, and music
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