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the lyrics prob explains what i'm feeling or am going through right now..
just sucks..
why do we have to make so many decisions in life?
not knowing if we're making the right ones..
lord speak..
Father, I’m going through some heavy things
It seems like this world ain’t getting any better
The more we try to get closer to You
The farther we run from Your throne
I’ve spent so many nights wonderin’ when will it end
When will the day come when happiness begins
I’m running the race but it seems too hard to win
I’m sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning
I’m calling for help and watching it melt away
My heart’s been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok
And anger was the price that was paid
While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them home
The burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne
I can’t take it any longer
I can taste my spirit hunger
God please help me get home
Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I’m not scared cause You’re holding my breath
I only fear that I don’t have enough time left
To tell the world that there’s no time left, Lord please
I’ve come to terms that I’m burning both sides of the rope
And I’m hoping that self-control would kick in before I’m choking off
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
I need the Lord in every way I’ll never make it I’m not
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
I couldn’t do it I would lose it there’s no point to the fight
And I’m writing this song, for the people who don’t belong
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
Inside a life that’s filled with anger and disappointment
Cause daddy treated you weaker than all of the other kids
It’s annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up
You feel stuck I feel the same way Lord help us stay up
You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
That I could make it through this life into a place where there’s no crying
I’m dying to find You with open arms when I go
Knowing You love me and You waiting to give rest to my soul
Lord I don't know what I'm struggling for
There’s got to be more
Than this life I know
But still I’m here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love
And You will see me through
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i should've just bolded the whole damned thing i think..
oh god...bring me back to the place and time where I didn't have to worry about anything at all..
don't wanna be alone...
wonder how things will be like if i really do make that choice..that step..
some may call it the leap of faith..(no..not my sister's blog..but u can go check it out..its updated..finally..)
some may call it foolishness..
as for me, i don't know what i'll call it..
should i just close my eyes and jump??
i just hope people are less judgmental..
and i do hope that dreams do come true...
some day...
some day......
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| dum di dum..the year is coming to an end..
b'day came and gone so soon.
it was a memorable one i would say.
started off with sis organizing a pre-birthday dinner for me at yuen's steamboat with the fam & je since she wont be around on the day itself.
my first time eating a baskin robbins cake and i would say it was great!
melt too fast tho..
thank you sista and baby for putting in the effort.
birthday itself was celebrated with je and ended with us cooking a meal for my parents and us.=.=
christmas this year didnt seem much of a christmas to me.yeah.i know.so sad.how can i not enjoy it rite?!
somehow i dont know what happened to my christmas mood.
nyways,happy belated birthday jesus!
i went for youth camp too.this year i only went for half camp.still waiting for pics from jeff.hmm..
baby bought me 'oo kuai' (turtle/tortoise?)as a chirstmas present.at first he bought 1..but we somehow felt that dood look so lonely so went buy another one.turns out i have a girl and a guy now.asked the shopkeeper to check for us.
other new thing that i have is a digi cam!not just any digi cam but my very FIRST own digi cam!LOL.yeah.i know.so outdated rite?wat to do?poor mar..
my own birthday pressie to myself.hehe..
ok.nth much to update de.
special thanks to: baby je, marco kor, catherine bestie, sister, dan, mumsie and dadsie, aaron, kum, doreen, raymond, henry goh,yi jiang, chung seng, thee khye, shu qing, lee hendry, convey, yi yuen, junior, chui yee, yen sun, daniel, aku (uncle), grace leong, jason leong, aunty irene, vivien che che, christopher chin, jean loo, audrey soo, jaclyn, soo jin, wai yee, sheng mae, esther goh, chung en, david lee, hooi eng, ben tay, lee san and joshua benjamin for the birthday wishes. appreciate it alot. sorry if i missed out anyone's name...hehe..forgive me.*edited*
front view
side view of the box
darling's ipod and mine..got it during our campover at courts megastore for 12 hrs
can u spot my two oo kuai's?
*cheers**keeping fingers crossed for my malacca trip with the cutie this sat*
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| apple for an ipod nanoon the 19th december (thursday) a group of around 26 of us went camping.
where?you might ask..
well..it wasn't a fancy camping..
it was outside courts mammoth at mutiara damansara
yeaps!right outside.
and for wat u may ask..
read the title above..
pretty much explains it..
we started camping around 11smth..12 like tat..
all the way till 12 noon the next day..
you see...courts mammoth was having their grand opening
and their giving out 100 ipods to the first 100 ppl with an apple (the fruit)
we were the first group to be der..but got overtaken by another group of about 6-8 ppl who went in the line first..
oh..wells..we're still the first few so no complains.lol.
it sure was a super long wait..but i guess we all agreed that it was worthwhile when we came out with an ipod each.:)
you can read more about it over here..can also see my boi's face on the 7th pic.lol.
on a different note..i just received a call from some production to be in a drama tmr with carmen soo tmr..
too bad i cant make it..its in lim kok wing cyberjaya and i dont really know that area plus its so far..
hahah..
plus..when i declined the offer,i dint know who carmen soo was..
just felt that her name sounds familiar..
went and googled her name up only to find that she's one of those famous models..
dang..wasted the chance...
hahaha..not that i have fetish on girls or what mind you..
happy holidays and blessed christmas to all!
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