tetdes's Xanga Site

Weblog

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Whenever You're Alone

8.25 am 19/6/07
Title : Whenever You're Alone.
Author : tet (tet_des@yahoo.com)
Fic : GLAY fic
Pairing : TeruXHisa / TakuroXHisa
Genre : shonen-ai, yaoi, violence

WHENEVER YOU'RE ALONE.

"Tekko sure is late.." Hisashi mumbles to himself. He had been waiting for Teru to comeback to the studio. Teru would picked him up after sending Jiro to the workshop to repair his car.

"How about we take a nap before Teru's arrival? I'm sure he will take some time before showing up later. Also you look so tired yourself Hisa. Come..a good nap will do you better..." Takuro said from behind Hisashi. He had been watching Hisashi looking outside the window for hours since Teru and Jiro walked out from the studio's door. He took Hisashi by the hand and led him to the dressing room which is much comfortable to sleep because there's a big couch inside and it is more warm. "You can have the couch Hisa.

"What about you?" Hisashi looked at Takuro, puzzled.

"Well, I'm not sleepy yet." Takuro replied. "I will sleep when the right time comes.." he mumbled slowly and smiled to himself. Hisashi can see something very different flashing in Takuro's eyes in that moment but choose to ignore it. /uhh..just my imagination..maybe I'm really tired than I thought./

*****

Hisashi awaken from his sleep when he suddenly felt a huge hand encircled his waist and moist lips plastered kisses in his neck. He still felt sleepy and assumed that it was Teru who had finally come back and he decided to continue sleeping.

"I want you Hisa.." a deep voice whispered to his ear and with that Hisashi's eyes flicked open. That voice didn't belong to Teru. It's Takuro's! Hisashi quickly stirred in his position to face the man behind him. To his horror, Takuro was lying beside him, smiling widely. Before he can even start to think on what to say, he felt Takuro's hands crawling inside his thin shirt and carressed his stomach.

"W-what..are you doing...Takkun?" trembled by the sudden act, Hisashi managed to ask the man in front of him, who's acting very weired and it scared him.

"Unn..lets take this off.." Takuro yanked the shirt off Hisashi in just one quick motion, leaving the shocked smaller man's upper part fully exposed to him. "Your skin..so soft.." he traced his fingers across Hisashi's chest and stopped at a nipple. He toyed with the small bud with his fingers but then replaced it with his mouth. He sucked the soft bud so hard that he received a moaned from the pretty man.

"Takkun...stop..onegai..stop this..you shouldn't..." his words trailed off as Takuro suddenly crushed his mouth above Hisashi's soft ones hungrily.

"Heh..you know what Hisa..I deserve to have you a lot more than Teru does..and it should be me and you in the first place..Teru should never exist.." he said between the kisses and continued ravishing Hisashi's lips even more. "Emm...your taste is so sweet.." he said and then he licked Hisashi's cheek. "I wonder what you really taste like.." with a huge grinned, he trailed his kisses lower and lower Hisashi's smooth torso, licking and biting all the way down until he reached the petite man's waistband. "Should I be rough or tender? Emm...which one do you prefer, sweety?" Hisashi watched him with fear and dread in his eyes. The helpless man had try to struggle for so many times but Takuro's gripped on his waist and arm were so tight.

"Well..it seems like I cannot wait any longer..I've wait long enough all these years and that damn hurts...you're just one tempting sweetheart..did you know that?" Takuro quickly unzipped Hisashi's leather pants and with one swift movement, he pulled off the petite man's pants, along with his boxer and threw it away carelessly across the room. Without any hesitation, he quickly looked at Hisashi's blissfuly nude body, drinking in the beautiful sight of the man that he had always longed for. There was a moment of silent, only Hisashi's breathing, when Takuro took his times to scan Hisashi's nether body parts. His eyes glistened. Hisashi's member was so inviting and it look so very delicious. Takuro licked his lips. Slowly, he reached out his hands, grabbing the pretty man's flaccid member and slowly stroked it.

"..please..don't do this to me.." Hisashi plead. Takuro just grinned and ignored the pleading.

"What will your taste be..emm?" With that he leaned down a little and darted his tongue out to lick a little on the tip of Hisashi's member and placed tiny kisses along the shaft before finally fully engulfed Hisashi's manhood inside his hungry mouth. He sucked so hard like it was the most delicious lolly candy he had ever taste while his thumb rubbing the base of Hisashi's sex. This make Hisashi arched his back, as he couldn't stand the sensation that Takuro's mouth and hands were doing, so much that it seems like he was giving in more for Takuro to suck deep inside his throat. Takuro took the opportunity to cup Hisashi's cute ass and squeezed it, all the while feeling the softness and smoothness of Hisashi's bottom. Takuro tightened his lips around Hisashi's sex which resulted a force eruption from the helpless man. Takuro swallowed all Hisashi's cummed willingly, not wanting to left any behind. Satisfied, he stood up from above Hisashi, to take a look at the stretch of flesh below him, that is Hisashi's naked body. "Emm..very delicious indeed.."

Hisashi slumped on the couch helplessly. His chest moved in an uneven rhytm as he tried to catch his breath. His body was covered by thin layered of sweat, making him looked a thousand times sexier, which really turned Takuro on. Takuro felt an insane throbbing pain in his sex which needed released very soon, and it will only be inside Hisashi's sacred core, nonetheless.

Clumsily, Takuro quickly stripped off all his clothes which he had forgotten to remove earlier, due to his hastiness to taste Hisashi so badly. After getting rid of all the garments, he positioned himself in front of Hisashi's entrance. With one last look at Hisashi's flushed face, he thrusted into the poor man small opening, so hard that earned him an ear-piercing shrieked from Hisashi.

*****

"Ahh..finally.." Teru turned off his car engine and walked out of his car after parking it near the studio. "Poor Tono..maybe he's already asleep waiting for me.." Teru walked quickly to the studio, already missing his beautiful lover so very much eventhough they were separated for only a few hours. He had sent Jiro home after a very long time of waiting for Jiro's car-that-was-suppose-to-be-finished-of-getting-fixed-today-but-stil-haven't. Seemed like he would be Jiro's informal driver for a while until Jiro's car is ready.

Teru hummed slowly while entering the studio. "Tono Tono chan...your darling Tekko has come back for you~" He looked around. "Eee..where is he? And where's Takkun?" Suddenly, a very loud screamed was heard through the entire room, coming from the dressing room. "What the..that sounds like Tono..and he's screaming?" Teru stormed into the back room quickly to take a look, looking very worried indeed. The sight that greeted him made him so shocked, nearly fainted.

There, on the couch, his Tono was screaming his lung out. Tears flowing down his cheeks. Teeth gritted hard, a signed that he was in so much pain. And, what shocked him the most is that, Takuro, his ever respectable leader, was on top of his tiny lover, eyes pinned shut, obviously was too drawn in the sensation and pleasure, all the while slamming and thrusting his member really hard in and out of Hisashi. Teru stood statued, too much emotion came in flooding his brain in that instance. Confius, hurt, anger. He stared at Hisashi's thigh. Blood. So much..blood. Oh God! His precious one is bleeding so badly..

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO MY TONO? GET OFF HIM!!" Teru yelled at the top of his lung after he collected himself. Angers really consumed him right now. Takuro jumped at that sudden intrudence, utterly shocked. He looked at the door, seeing a very angry Teru, hands fisted at his sides. He was stunned at first, but then spoked.

"Oh..you've come back..my..my..Teru..don't look at me like that..don't your mother teach you to share.." he spoke just as calmly which made Teru became even angrier.

"GET YOUR FUCKING DICK OUT OF HIM RIGHT NOW, YOU SICK FUCK!!" Teru yelled, his voice was louder than before.

"Well Teru..you never mentioned how good and wonderful our dear Hisashi is..and so damn tight too..He's really a nice fit..." with that, he blew kisses to Hisashi who was still underneath him and bend down to lick Hisashi's lips. Teru stunned. His greatest possession was being raped right before him, and it was by someone whom he trusted so much to look after his dearest while he's away. He felt a thousand stabs going through his chest, watching Takuro, who can still acted freely even with his presence. Takuro, in the other hand, pretend to be oblivious of Teru's existance, gave another hard thrust into Hisashi. Another round of Hisashi's high-pitched shrieked really moved Teru. He had it enough! Teru stormed towards Takuro and pulled him off Hisashi with one harsh yanked. Eventually, that action made Takuro's big member to leave Hisashi's small core with a painful 'plop', which made the small man to give out another painful cries.

In his anger, Teru released a very hard blow towards Takuro's face, which made the tall man stumbled backwards. He was determined to give out another good punch in Takuro's face but stopped midtrack upon hearing Hisashi's sobs, trying his hard to endure the pains. Teru quickly turned his attention to his lover, forgetting about his anger for a while. Takuro took the opportunity to quickly stands up and collects his clothes.

"Ne..Teru..that really was a good punch you've got there.." he said while rubbing his aching face. He then turned his gaze towards the man that he has fucked earlier. "Hisa-chan..you know what? You felt sooo good..and very delicious.." he smirked and then turned away, going out from that room with a satisfied grin in his face. Teru saw that grin and he really wanted to run after Takuro and swept off the satisfied face that he had. But he didn't. Hisashi's conditions earned full of his concern to bother about Takuro. He insisted on taking Hisashi to the hospital but his lover refused in pain, stating that it will be bad for GLAY because the police would be involved too. Teru reluctantly buying the excused as he also didn't want any problems involving the police. Man, that was the last thing he would want to be happened. He then open his jacket to cover Hisashi's naked body. One hand trailed down the smaller man's thigh, which was covered with blood. His hand shivering with anger as he rubbed the dark red stained from Hisashi's thigh.

/Damn you, Takuro../

*****

It has been two days since the incident and Hisashi's conditioned was getting much better. He had been staying at Teru's house upon Teru's insistence, so that he can watch over Hisashi. Teru was happily preparing breakfast for his dearest, quite forgotting about the last incident. Suddenly the phone ringing.

"Moshi moshi...oh..Jiro..nani?" he asked, quite surprised to hear Jiro calling him early in the morning.

"Teru..I just want to tell you that there will be a practice today at eleven."

"Uh..practice?" he swallowed hard upon hearing the word.

"Yeah..Takuro called me earlier and asked me to inform you and Hisa. Umm.. could you tell Hisa coz I've been calling his home for a few times but no one ans..uh..I'm sorry..heh..I forgot that he's *maybe* at your house..perhaps right now the dear princess still tuck up in your bed..ne..ne..?"

"Jiro..mind your own bussiness.." Teru scolded his friend, who apparently seemed to always interested in his relationship with Hisashi.

"Heheh..I'm just curious you know..well, please inform him for me..okay?"

"Uh..yeah..I will.." he answered.

"Okay then..see you latter Teru..oh..and Teru?"

"Yeah?"

"Could you come and pick me up? My car still haven't ready yet.." Jiro asked hopefully.

"Well, of course.. okay.. till latter.. bye.." he put the receiver back to its craddle. He almost forgot that Jiro's car was still at the workshop. Suddenly he remembered back at the thought of having practice. He doesn't want to face Takuro. He loathed that person very much. Even at the mentioned of his name bring a sick feeling in his stomach. But most of all, he doesn't want Takuro to see Hisashi. No, not after what he had done to his angel. He was afraid. Afraid of seeing that look Takuro gave to Hisashi. The look of wanting. No. Much more than wanting. It was like Takuro want to consume Hisashi. Claiming Hisashi as his. Hell, he won't allow that. But it seemed like he didn't have a choice. They needed Hisashi in the practice to pull out the hollow. For that reason, Hisashi has to attend the practice. And that means Hisashi will have to face Takuro.

"Tekko..who's been calling this early?" Hisashi suddenly appeared from behind him.

"Uh..anou..it's Jiro..and..and he's informing us that there will be...umm...practice..today..at eleven.." Teru's answers came out raggedly. Hearing those words, Hisashi suddenly trembled, so hard that he could barely stand. Teru quickly hugged his lover, to support him from falling on his knees, as well as trying to comfort him.

"Hush..hush..it's okay..I will not let him harmed you ever again.." Teru said while his hands carressing his lover's small back. Hisashi hugged him back tightly. He felt his legs weaken. The memory came flashing back to him, like a movie being played automatically. Everything seemed so real. He can still felt it. The insane pain. The feeling of rough hands ripping off his clothes and exploring every inch of his body. The fear. It all came down to him. All in an instance, making him trembled evenmore and his tears fell uncontrollabily. Teru tighten his hold on Hisashi but not hurting him, trying very much to calm his beloved. His heart aching seeing his angel like that.

/DAMN YOU TAKURO...WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY TONO.../

*****

Teru stopped his car in front of Jiro's house only to discover the other man has already waiting for him. Jiro quickly hopped in the car and greeted his friends good morning, feeling genki as usual.

"Eee...Hisa..are you alright?" Jiro asked as he realized that the smaller man seemed distracted.

"Uh..yeah..I'm fine..thanks for asking.." he replied and tried to smile a little bit afterwards, as to not make Jiro getting suspiscous. Teru who sat beside him at the driver's seat steal a glance at his lover, pitying Hisashi who apparently tried his best to hide his dread feeling.

They arrived at the studio a few minutes later, seeing that Takuro's car was already there before them. They got off the car and walked towards the studio. Teru hold Hisashi's hand in his, assuring the smaller man that nothing bad would happened. Hisashi cling on to him tightly, trembling as they walked. Entering the studio, a happy voice of Takuro greeted them.

"Ohayou, minna.." Takuro grinned, all the while keeping his eyes fixed on the pretty man that cling tightly to Teru, looking very scared indeed. Those two seemed to be avoiding any eye contact with him. Takuro just smirked. They all took their place. They wait for a while for Hisashi and Jiro to tune their instrument and then the practice started.

It was a good practice. No missing notes. The tempo was right, and Teru's vocal was great, like usual. But it was so silent. No happy chattering, only Jiro's voice sometimes cutting through the silence, once in a while talking with Takuro. But then he also became quiet. He surrendered trying to make the atmosphere alive. He was confius. Whatever that is that he didn't know which made his bandmates acting weird like that? Finally Takuro called for a break. As usual, Teru and Hisashi went out to take a smoke, but this time they weren't really felt like smoking. They just want to get out from being in the same room with Takuro. Outside, Teru brought Hisashi in his arm, to give his lover comfort and to relieve any fear he felt. They stood on like that for a moment when suddenly Teru's handphone ringing, disturbing them from the comfort they had. Teru answered it but suddenly his face changed.

"Okay..okay..I will..okay..jaa.." He ended the conversation and quickly turned to Hisashi. "Emm..my mom and sisters were coming and I have to picked them at the station.." He spoke and then took Hisashi's hands in his. "I don't know what to do..I didn't want to leave you here..but I'm afraid that it wouldn't be enough space in the car for them..or..should I take you to your house and then..." Hisashi's finger came up to Teru's lips, silencing him.

"No, just go. I'll be alright. you've said so, right? I'll stick with Jiro." Hisashi smiled softly, assuring his boyfriend not to worry about him. He didn't want Teru to leave either but he shouldn't be selfish. Teru's family needed him right now.

"Emm..okay then..you stick with Jiro..okay? If anything happen, call me..alright? Teru said. They then got inside to tell their other band members about Teru's emergency call. Teru then grabbed Jiro by the hand and brought him away from Takuro.

"Ne..Jiro..while I'm gone..can you please take a close eye on Hisashi..don't leave his side..okay? Don't ever leave his side.." Teru said which earned him a chuckled from his friend.

"Geez..Teru..I know that he's the most important thing to you..but you don't have to behave like that..okay..okay..I'll keep a close eye on him..alright"

"Heh..thanks man..I owe you a lot.." Teru then turned his attention back to his lover. "Stay with Jiro okay...I love you.." he gave a small kiss to his lover.

"Just go, you lover-man." Jiro scolded Teru for being romantic in front of him. Teru grinned and then rushed to his car. Before he drove off, he gave one last look towards Hisashi. /Don't you dare to touch him, Takkun../

Seeing the car drove away, Jiro requested that they got inside. Hisashi followed close behind him.

"Eee..where's Takkun?" Jiro scanned the whole room but there's no sign of Takuro. "Perhaps he goes to the toilet." He then turned to Hisashi. "Hisa..why don't we go to the store room..I want to find my missing shoes.." Jiro asked and Hisashi agreed. He didn't felt like practicing at all without Teru. They walked towards the store room that situated at the back of the practice room.

"Whoaa..this place is one fucking hell.." Jiro blinked his eyes a few times at the sight of the mess. "Now..how I'm gonna find my shoes?" he stressed out. Hisashi chuckled seeing the depressed man. He then walked towards a huge rack, containing boxes, books and old albums. "Take your time..I'm sure you'll find it." Hisashi said while his hand took out an album.Jiro sighed and started digging through the pile of mess. Suddenly his phone vibrate, as he set his phone to silent mode. Jiro answered his phone but couldn't hear the caller's voice clearly. He walked out of the room to get a better coverage, while glancing sideways to the petite guitarist who seemed to be oblivious off his surrounding. After he could clearly heard what the call was all about, he beamed.

"..is it? Right now? Well, yeah..of course..okay..thank you very much.." he said ending the conversation. Suddenly Takuro appeared from the toilet. "Takkun..I've got to go out for a while. The mechanic call me just now to inform me that my car has been fixed..umm..can I borrow your car? Since Teru is not here to give me a ride. Don't worry. I'll take the mechanic back with me to drive your car back..please.." Jiro gave Takuro the best pleading puppy eyes he can manage to let the taller man to lend him his car. Takuro, in the other hand was very much delighted upon hearing those words, quickly agreed.

"Yes you can..but drive carefully..okay..go now..and take your time..hurry..go..go..there's no rushing..err..uhh..because..since that Teru also not here, I don't feel like practice either.." he said, trying to control his delight. /That means that I will be left alone with Hisashi. What a bless!/ He smiled to himself.

"Uhh..and Teru kept asking me to take care of Hisashi..but since I'm going..can you please take a good care of him? He's the most precious thing for Teru though, as if you don't know.." Jiro grinned. /Yeah..I will take a good care of him..I will really take care of him./

"Yeah..I will.." Takuro replied.

"Okay then..umm..your car key?" Jiro asked. Takuro handed him his car keys and quickly shoved Jiro out the door.

"Go now..you can't wait to see your car, right?" he said. /..and I can't wait to see my Hisa..just go Jiro../

"Okay..okay.." Jiro said and got into the car. He quickly drove off, leaving the happy man behind. Takuro turned to the direction of the store room. His grinned grew widely as he neared the store room's door.

*****

Hisashi had his back facing the door. His hand kept flipping through the old album in his hands. He smiled when he came across a few pictures of him and Teru. And there's also a picture of him and Jiro, fighting over the last piece of cake during Teru's birthday.

"These sure bring memories..ne..Jiro.." he said to the man that he thought was still looking for his shoes.

"It sure is.." came a reply from his behind. The voice startled him, making his hands dropped the album. /That voice.../ He quickly turned around to see Takuro, leaning against the closed door, grinned widely to him. /Oh God../ Hisashi trembled at his place. /I didn't hear the door's been locked./ His eyes surveyed around the room, searching a glimpse of Jiro's body.

"Jiro was out..his car has been fixed and he go to fetch it. Don't worry..no one else will disturb us like last time. It's just you and me now." Takuro smiled and licked his lips. He's getting hungry. His body was craving for Hisashi's since the last time he had fucked that man. And since that day, he always waited for the opportunity to come again. Him being alone with the object of his desire, and right now his wish has came true. He wouldn't miss it.

"Unn..Takkun..lets..uhh..lets get out of here.." Hisashi's voice came out trembling like his body. Takuro grinned.

"Anywhere you want my dear. It wouldn't make any difference as it was just the two of us here." He said, taking a few steps near the trembled man. Hisashi backed away but was stopped by the rack behind him. Without he even realising it, tears were already trailing down his cheeks.

"Takkun..please..don't do this to me..please.." his voice barely a whisper to Takuro's ears. That gave Takuro a goosebumps in his stomach. Now he really wanted to ravish the tempting man before him right there and then. He took another step forward, making him only a few feet from Hisashi. Hisashi tried an attempt to run away, but Takuro's long hand quickly grabbed his slim waist, which sent him tumbling over his back. He winced in pain. Before he knew it, Takuro's face already hovering his face, with him underneath Takuro's body.

"Hello there.." Takuro said, smiling widely. He had his legs straddling the petite man beneath him. His knees were pining Hisashi's small hands, so that the smaller man couldn't struggle any futher. His big hand carressing Hisashi's cheek and lips. He let his fingers trailed down Hisashi's neck and finally stopped at the thin fabric which covering Hisashi's delicate body. He sensed that he didn't have much time to waste as Teru and Jiro will surely come back later. With that he stripped the thin garment roughly off Hisashi's body and threw it away. He then got off Hisashi to pull off the pant that he was wearing too. He was feeling so hot just by the sight of Hisashi's naked body and quickly stripped himself. Just like before, he ignored all the pleading and cries that Hisashi made, and continued to spread the struggled man's legs wider. After easing himself in between Hisashi's delicate legs, he lowered himself and then..thrust. From outside the room, he could heard Hisashi's phone ringing faintly, in sync with Hisashi's painful cries.

*****

/Why isn't he answering?/ Teru waited anxiously for Hisashi to pick up the phone. /Please God..let him be alright./ The ring ended, indicating that the person he's trying to reach wasn't able to answer it. Teru tried another time but still no replied. His hand began to shake as he called for Jiro.

"Moshi moshi..Teru?" came Jiro's voice from the other side. Teru gave out a sighed of relieve.

"Jiro..can you please let Hisashi answer the phone? I've tried calling him but he didn't pick up his phone. I wonder if he left his phone somewhere.."

"Emm..anou..Teru..I'm not in the studio..I'm currently at the workshop where my car was. The mechanic called me not long after you go and told me that it has been fixed..Hey..sorry man..but don't worry..I left your princess under Takkun's care.."

"You WHAT?? You left him with T-Takuro?!" Teru felt like his spirit was leaving his body at that time. /No..no..this can't be happening../ He got hold of himself and rushed inside the supermarket to inform his mother and sisters that he had an urgent thing to settled and told them to get a cab instead. Without waiting for reply, he stormed out and speeding his car over speed limit all the way to the studio. At that time, he could care less about being chased by the police. He arrived safely not long after. Parking his car in the most unmannered way and jumped out from the driver's seat, he quickly dashed into the studio. To his horror, there's no one at the practice room, only Hisashi's belonging scattered on the glass table. His lighter, a pack of Kool and Hisashi's handphone. He felt a sudden chilled. /He can't be.../ Teru made a mad dashed towards the dressing room but it turned out empty. Right now he really freaked out. He searched high and low for any sight of his lover but his effort was vained. He finally came across the store room. Swallowing hard, he slowly pushed the door open. There's also no one inside the room. Teru sighed and he was about to turn away when something caught his eyes. He bend to take a closer look and nearly screamed. That was a torn piece of Hisashi's clothes! He quickly straightened up and scanned the totally mess up room carefully. Suddenly he saw a trace of red liquid on the floor, near the rack. He moved closer, anxious of what he would see. The object on the floor made him froze.

"TONO!!!" he cries out as he saw his lover was lying on the floor, stark naked, blood was pooling around him. The whole lot pile of mess surrounded him made him hard to be seen from the place Teru was standing earlier. Teru quickly scooped his lover, ignoring the blood that stained his clothes.

"Tono..wake up..Tono..please..open your eyes..look at me..I'm sorry..I'm so....so sorry for leaving you..please honey..open your eyes.." he shook Hisashi's body. His tears already streamed down his cheeks. Suddenly Hisashi's eyelids slowly opened.

"Tek..ko....i..it.....hurts..." he whispered slowly.

"I'm sorry....I'm sorry....it's all my fault..I shouldn't have left you.." Teru cried guiltily. Swallowing his sobs, he took off his shirt to cover Hisashi's body. Then he gingerly scooped his small lover and stood up, carrying the poor man to his car. He quickly turned on the engine and stormed towards private hospital.

*****

"What are you looking at?" he questioned the man beside him.

"You." the other man replied. The man who threw him the question blushed. Teru moved closer to the blushed man and held him in an embrace. He breathed in his lover's scent. He always smelled fresh..and cute. Heh..he didn't know how to descibe it, but..it's cute. Hisashi always smell like that and he loved it. He snuggled closer and kiss Hisashi's neck.

"Hihi..Teru..it tickles.." Hisashi squirmed in Teru's arm trying to escape but Teru hugged him possesively.

"I love you." Teru whispered to Hisashi's ear. Hisashi smiled hearing that.

"I love you too." he replied shyly. They stayed like that for a long time in silent, just enjoying each other's company. Only their breath was heard, as well as sound coming from the television programmed which they no longer paid attention to. It had been a week since Hisashi was out from the hospital. Right after that, Teru straight away brought him to the airport. Teru had prepared and taken care of everything while Hisashi was held in the ward, and here they are, in the middle of New York City. They were staying in a hotel and Teru had made sure their staying there was private. Nobody else know where they went as Teru didn't told anyone even Jiro. He just told him that he and Hisashi will take a long break from the band due to some personal matters. Jiro, who turned out to be understanding enough just nodded knowingly, and wished them a safe journey.

Suddenly their comfortable moment was disturbed by a doorbell. Teru reluctantly let go of Hisashi's body who insisted to look who was at the door. Hisashi looked at the intercom to see a hotel worker standing in front of the doorstep. He opened the door and the man greeted him.

"I'm..uh..sorry for disturbing you, ma'am, but..there is a bouquet of flower sent for Tonomura Hisashi." the man gulped down his words, startled by the beauty before him. Hisashi blushed upon hearing the man mistakenly addressing him as "ma'am" instead of "mister".

"Uhh..yeah..I will take it for him.." he said, pretanding to be Mrs. Tonomura. After signing the receiving proof, he thanked the man and closed the door. He giggled to himself remembering their conversation.

"Who is it?" Teru asked, suddenly appeared from the bedroom. He was surprised to see Hisashi holding a bouquet of flower in his arm.

"Oh..just a hotel worker who send this for me." he said and then inhaled the flower's smell. Teru frowned.

"From who? Tono..there should be no one who knows we are here, right?" Teru said with an anxious tone. It was until then that the truth strucked Hisashi.

"Yeah..you're right." he agreed. He quickly searched for any card that the sender might left for him. He saw a card stucked neatly in the flower's arrangement and took it. He read the content.

'How are you doing, my darling? Like my flowers? Perhaps you're missing me right now. Don't worry. Sooner or later I will get you to be in my arms. Oh, and tell Teru that he can't never take you away from me. I will always follow you wherever you go. Your true lover, Kubo Takuro.'

The bouquet of flower fell from his Hsashi's hand, as well as the card. Teru, who had been watching his lover expectantly, surprised by his lover's sudden behaviour. He bends down to pick up the card and read its content.

"Holly shit! This can't be happening. How come he knew we are here?" he questioned, more like questioning himself. He looked at his lover only to find him shivering where he stood. Hisashi's legs seemed like to give way, so he hold on to the nearest object to support himself. Teru quickly got hold of his lover to prevent him from falling.

"He..he..has found me..he didn't want to let me go...he will surely come here...Teru...I...I didn't want to be treated like that anymore...it hurts so much...he has come for me...Teru...don't leave me...don't ever leave my side...please..don't...I can't...." Hisashi's words came out uncontrollabily as his mind was mixed up and disturbed. He kept on wailing, not aware of what he was talking about anymore.

Teru's rage was rising when seeing his lover shivering and acting like that. /That bastard will surely pay for this. Fucking animal!/ He clenched his fists tighter.

*****

In the room next door, Hisashi's wailing could be heard clearly. The occupant of the room smiled to himself.

"My beautiful Hisa..your cries seems like music to me...don't worry...I'll get rid of Teru one day, so that we can be together..." he said to himself and continued writing down love letter to be posted to Hisashi later. He sat there alone, in the living room, with Hisashi's pictures scattered all over the place, singing happily.

~owari~