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| hey all, it seems ive become a criminal. stupid colma police. 
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| the band of maniacal brothers lost their week two match last night. i dont even remember the score but we are currently ranked 111 out of 135 in our sub division, because we are 0-2. we didnt do that great in the first half, but then in the second half, instead of trying harder justin, joe and daniel just gave up. its like james and i are the only ones that actually would like to try and win, even when it looks bad. thanks james.
hopefully justin can shape up and daniel can be more leader like, because last night was ridiculous!! haha i like that word. lol sorry.
apparently joe is being cut from the team, and we will be replacing him with some guy from justin's school. goody... NOT!! haha
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| i was in a great mood until about a half hour ago! im in a pretty lousy mood now tho. got up around 9 did all my homework gave the dog a bath made my mom breakfast and lunch then went to the bank and a courthouse to drop off and fill out some legal document then rushed over to taco bell to see kristy and some friends but they werent there waited a few minutes then decided to just go home. and now im doing nothing. 
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| opps i totally forgot that xanga sends out my blog to everyones email. haha its been THAT long. lol i of course dont even get the emails anymore, & havent for ages. 
oh yea and i just realized that i dont like it when ppl say... wit instead of with or da instead of the or you know... wats up wit dat? ...arg it drives me nuts i dunno its just like a pet peeve lol okay im finished
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the nightmare had nothing to do with him but i miss my dad i thought that i hated him but i was wrong i love him while not really liking him at the same time its like when someone thinks they were in love but eventually realizes that he/she never really was i thought i was in hate you might say but im not im so many things all wrapped into one average guy or not so average guy im a man im a boy im a freind im in love im a student im a son im a n00b an employee a driver a father figure a husband type a caregiver a cook a boyfreind an acquaintance a brother etc i keep yawning lol but whatever its really more stressful than i had first imagined taking on the role of a father type in addition to being a brother and a sort of husband substitute in addition to being a son i thought things were tough before but that just goes to show lol i wish the playoff game would start already but ill just have to wait it gets on my nreves when someone tells me im driving slow especially if they dont even drive themselves there are so many things that go into deciding on an appropriate speed the speed limit for one lol where you are what time of day how many other cars the visibility/light what your vehicle can handle flow of traffic law enforcement presence saftey issues cargo/weight and passengers i drive less speedy when my brother is int eh van or kristy or anyone basically my life is one thing but the lives of the people i love thats almost a completely different story so i dont mind when someone tells me to drive slower i mean if someone says that then i must be driving too fast lol huh that reminds me i need my own car hopefully ill get one soon im tired of waiting and arguing with mom about who will get the van and when my hands are itchy they are dry so is my face dry i mean and my throats dry too its so wierd im never dry lol my appetite is returning though well the appetite that i usually have whcih consists of eating at random times throughout the day and not really 3 meals lol i remember the night before and the day he took off i cried thats not something i do lol the flury of negative emotions made me sick to my stomach for a couple of days almost puked a few times and rushed to the toilet but nothing because i hadnt eaten anything i kinda hurts performing the physical act of vommiting with nothing coming up i feel bad about typing this lol but im just rambling i only get sick to my stomach like that when something happens to really affect my emotional state like when my grandmother died and when my dog died and what happened just last month etc i wish i had more time for things like skating or hanging out with people hanging out with kristy playing more counter strike studying thingslike that you would think that i have a ton of time because i only go to school 4 days a week but thats just not really the case hahaha rofl i just say a diet pepsi commercial and nfl one lawl i hope the bears win i need to do homework i guess thats stressing me out too but i dont feel like doing it hmmm i feel bad for my mom but ive got to stay strong for her and for joel and just keep praying im glad that i got all teh tears out of my system before they got home that day last month i dont expect al lot of you to know what a lot of this means like that day or this day dont worry about it im just talking and everything will turn out alright im sure of it this is just um a stretch on uh the road my life with a bunch of potholes yea yea just some bumps 
