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Name: Jackie
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Raleigh
Gender: Female


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Expertise: Having Fun <3 Smoking Trees <3 Drinking Booze <3 Partying <3 Poetry <3 Stuff you'll never find out! <3...hahaha yess!
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Friday, February 17, 2006

and maybe its because i drink too much and maybe its because i smoke too much but lately death is just an illusion. i cant bring myself to set my mind on the possibilitie of one day not exsisting. maybe its the fact that i havent yet experienced a close death. yeah ive experienced death of a friend and pets most people have, but how can i grasp this concept when i myself dont grasp the idea? i have this illusion of what it could be and what it possibly is. but can we truly say death is a real thing? can it be possible to never die? not immortality physically but mentally? can it be possible to have this afterlife everyone always is striving to seek or can there be such a thing as reincarnation? call me a dreamer call me an illusionist do as you please...but first read this and think dont try to judge on what im saying for these are my expressed opinions and that alone not no one elses. everyone trys to push us to grow up so fast but maybe thats why this is not setting in. so many people never stop to realize what they are truly surrounded by. How can we live life how we want it when we are so scared of what the future will bring? the ones that live life how they please are usually frowned upon and told they will suceed up to nothing. but in reality who's the one that will end up most unpleased when they look back at their lives and think....damn i wish i would have....


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Currently Listening
Sublime: Greatest Hits
By Sublime
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% # [ / YOU.
first name: Jackie
middle name: Samantha

age: 15
birthdate: Sep 26
birthplace: Memphis, TN
current location: Apex, NC
hair color: 
brown/black/red (all natural)
length: long
height: 5'6
eye color: brown
siblings?: older sisters and older bro, younger bro
pets?: alot
status: single for now
starting time: 11:53

% # [ / CURRENT.
current clothing: jeans, tee shirt, socks, bra, underwear , hoody
current jewelry: none
current hair: up
current makeup: none
current time: 11:53
current date: 12/27/05
current thoughts: “man i want some pancakes"
current sounds/music: my music
current annoyance: gotta pee
current food: none
current beverage: none
current taste: sunkist
current mood: tired
current nailcolor: none
current worry: nothing
current wonder: what will tomrrow bring

current crush: eh..nobody reallly

% # [ / LAST PERSON YOU...
spoke to: Dave
had a conversation with: Marvin
instant messaged: Dave
emailed: dont use email
hugged: om..i dont remember lmao
kissed: haha...im not telling ;)
yelled at: eh. lil brother prob
complimented: dave
dissed: lmao. dissed such a funny word
made plans with: Joe
called on the phone: Mom
talked to on the phone: eh idk
said 'hi' to: Jeff
were excited to see: Mom
wished you were with: Chris
had a dream about: Um, id ont remember
fought with: Dad
made a joke about: Dave
laughed with: Carter
cried about: Um… idk
told a secret to: eh...casey i think
rode in the car with: dad

% # [ / LAST...
item of food you consumed: Sub
liquid you drank: sunkist
store you went to: Food Lion
place you drove to: Crossroads 20

item you spent money on: um, candles
song you listened to: One Last Time - H.I.M
cd you bought: system of a down hypnotize
time you showered: earlier today
time you painted your nails: hmmm...idk
tv program you watched: Spongebob
movie you went to see in the theater: King Kong
time you made a fool of yourself in public:
hm, all the time really
time you had a fight with your parents: ehh couple days ago
time you got grounded: it’s been a while
time you cried: um, its actually been a while
were embarassed: fuck..idk
vacation you took: like the past 4 days were vacation time lmao
shaved: today


% # [ / DO YOU..
die your hair: nope
smoke: yeah
speak another language: yeahhh
drink: yeahh
get more than 8 hours of sleep daily: yes
shower daily: yes
wear make up daily: just eyeliner
lie a lot: sometimes
make fun of others to their face: eh i do
go to more than 5 concerts a year: no
play any instruments: yes


% # [ / HAVE YOU..
lied to your parents: yes
cheated: yea
shoplifted: no
been rejected: yea
rejected someone: yes
asked someone out: no
colored/died your hair: no
done something you didnt want to just for someone to like you: no
done anything you regret: yes
fallen asleep during a movie: yes
gotten in a physical fight: yes
been suspended: yes
had a reaccuring dream: yes
made dinner for your family: yes
slept for more than 12 hours at a time: yes
stayed up for 24 hours straight: yes
ran away: no
complimented someone and not meant it: yes


% # [ / WHAT..
pisses you off: bitches
is a pet peeve of yours: when people try to be "cool"
do you do on the weekends: sleep and get into trouble
do you look for in a guy: Humor,hair,compatibality
do you talk about with friends: not bad shit
music do you listen to: variety
cd is in your cd player currently: eh i have an ipod and idk wats in my cd player lmao
are 5 things 5 feeet away from you?
- cheetos

- ipod
- Booze
- Printer/Scanner
- Cd's

5 things you've consumed in the last 24 hours?:
-
tortellini
- ham
- round potatos
- root beer
- cheetos
5 things youve said today to someone:
- You Creep Me Out

- Let Me Rub Your Belly
- He Farted Pinapples!
- Eww You Got Clam Juice On Me
- Well Damn. i gotta pee

5 things do you plan on doing later today:
- sleep

- sleep
- make plans
- Drink something
- Pee

makes you happy?:
Friends, family fun crazy time. crazy shit
makes you sad: death and bitches
makes you cry: being hurt or hurting someone i know and love or seeing them hurt
is your biggest fear? death
is your biggest goal?: to make people see imma do something w/ my life
is the one most important thing to you in life: family friend music

% # [ / OPPOSITE SEX
what is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: hair
number one most important: personality

preferable hair color: I don’t care
eye color: any
hair style: shaggy
height: taller than me
personality characteristics: nice,sweet,funny,romantic,friendly

% # [ / END
ending time: 12:15 am
currently listening to: Bad Fish - Sublime
what did you think of this survey: it was ok


Friday, December 23, 2005

hey people what is up? nothing much here slept for 14 hours and let me tell you. that was AMAZING...yeah. so christmas is coming up soon nice. im ready to play in the snow....but thats another story. okay so lately its been the same old shit. wake up, shower, toke, school, home. and now that there is no school..it just leaves time for other fun stuff. so i updated my myspace pictures and fucking myspace is being gay. so yeah that blows penis.


.. well damnit. im sick and it sucks. lmao. imma go watch the ringer that shit looks so fuckign funny. but yeah thats my idea of a good time alright. well in german class yesterday i totally was a fat kid. but i mean hello it was STONER HAVEN lmao. like fo real. being messed up and then going to class were you are surrounded by food. ahhh....perfect high. PLUS i got to take a nap in math. :) i was indeed having a good day. and today will just make it better.

 

peace outtt kids

<3

 


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Currently Watching
Nip/Tuck - The Complete First Two Seasons
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been slaves to this love from the moment we touched.........

 

om okay. so wats up kids? nothing reallly new here its been the same shit diffrent days you knowww...well long time no fucking update. om. schools good. life is good. friends are good. its all good. and om lets be happy for that...right?

 

 

..... you smiled like an angel...fallen from grace.....


Wednesday, November 09, 2005

i havent updated in like FOREVER. so yeah, but anywho sixteen candles is on which is pretty tight because its a pimp movie. and om yeah. woo now and then thats a pimp movie. im really ready for friday i got mad plans that hopefully will be fun :) but yeah om. so nothing new in school same old shit, same old drama. ahhh. i dont think theres realy more to say lmao. me and kelc played on the slide today she mos def pushed me off and what not. lmao lmao lmao its all fun tho :) wooo not more to say so leave them <3



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