| I wanna change .... I wanna change but I think its too late .. why didn't I learn earlier .. 
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| What does it meant to be Chinese American ?
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| so much has changed ...When I look back 4-5 months ago and see where I am today .. I would never guess I would be where I am today. For some who don't know I was attending Oregon State University but it just wasnt the place for me ... its strange to see how much has changed in such little time.. the people that i have met through that time. what i take for granit but shouldn't .. When i think and just sit and wonder about my life its crazy the ups and the downs .. I wonder if I'm doing the right thing...
I know that i wanted to become wiser in the decision i make .. but did i learn anything new.. am I becoming a a man .. of GOd .. that little phrase means so much ..yet i dont have a clue what the heck that meens .... i think one thing i took fo granit is .. family and friends. that might sound cliche .. but when you go away for a short or long period of time .. wher you know .. no one.. its different.. to see familiar face is an amazing feeling .. to see people that you care about and know that they care about you .. is refreshing... i dont really know what im saying now .. just thoughts.. lately .. ive been thinking alot .. but dont have the time to write in my journal or here.. .. just ask me instead..
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| only 3 days left .. till i come back to socal... i cant wait....!!!!!
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