| The questions weren't because I wanted to understand. I just wanted to see if I'd be surprised by any of them...
Plus to the one who thinks he's my Samuel...Samuel was quite close to David and could speak truth into him...where you don't know me from Adam and for that reason alone your words have no life in them to me. No conviction...no toughness, so it's okay, I'm not offended. And I talk to some really great people on that site so I don't mind being there...I'm 25, I am quite capable of knowing where I should and shouldn't be.
Anyway, the questions are rhetorical...and not me wanting hear just how much you disagree with the way I live my life...because I really don't care what you think about how I live my life. I'm going to hell in many minds...it's just too bad I really don't believe hell exists in the afterlife...(gasp)
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| What to do...what to do?So I was just wondering out there to all the "ex-gay" world...what do you do if someone truly loves God and wants to live for him, but truly believes that they are okay with being who they are and gay?
Do you stay in your box or will you venture out? Just a question....
(oh and assuming that these are all believers which means that they are not judged by what they do anymore...have fun)
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| thanks for the love y'all. when I woke up I could definitely feel the prayers. I didn't feel as hopeless, I got some strength back. Just another part of the journey. Hurt people hurt people, love hurts, etc etc...miss you all. I'll be in Texas soon!
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| That empty place by my side... the one you used to occupy. I keep looking over at it half expecting you to be there.
...you're not there.
It's so much colder at night now without your arms around me making me feel safe and loved.
...you said you loved me.
No more cat hair in my mouth or the sound of your alarm that so abruptly woke us up... Your smell left my clothes a few days ago.
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