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the_HazaaPants read my profile sign my guestbook Name: bea (bean for some) Metro: Wichita Gender: Female Interests: noodles@music@hide&seek@ramen@meh buddies*hugglehs her buddies*@parks@balloons@picutres(im a huge camera whore-look through my xanga and you will see)@kittens&horses@my puppy(tenjo)@TV (gilmore,degrassi,instant star)@movies@fool for romance@drawng in sharpie being'morbid' (as chloe says)@attemptig the emo look nad failing miserably@searching for a shakespeare romance Message: message me AIM: br0kenPunkAnGelx MSN: love_a_llama Member Since: 8/11/2005 SubscriptionsSites I Read Subscribe to the_HazaaPants Get trial subscription Blogrings Wichita East previous - random - next Full-frontal SNOGGING and SEX GODS! previous - random - next ~*~ Obsessive Harry Potter Fanatics~*~ previous - random - next *MouLiN RoUgE* previous - random - next )( Gilmore Girls )( previous - random - next Anyone wanna make out with me? previous - random - next i wear my belt side ways because i am that cool. previous - random - next I Belong To The Ravist Party. previous - random - next Posting Calendar Jan Feb Mar Apr May June July Aug Sept Oct Nov Dec 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 2008 2007 2006 2005 2004 2003 2002 2001 2000 1999 |<< oldest | newest >>| view all weblog archives Get Involved! Suggest a link Recommend to friend Create a site

xanga photos videos blogrings metros profiles   Wednesday, January 17, 2007 don't waste your breath. you know what sucks? rejection. it blows, actually. you think you have a guy figured out and then they pull a stunt like that. "friends" i.hate.that.word. especially from the mouths i dont want to hear it from. i knew there would be disaster after it got to him. i just knew that something that good could not happen to me. nothing like this ever comes easy for me. nothing. oh sure, friends to last a lifetimes, good health, an ok family...but i don't want ot be a cat lady. i want a devastingly amazing romance you read about in books or see in movies..even if it is just high school. does he know that i cared for him? i doubt it. well..maybe as just a "friend"..but i dont want to be his friend. is it so wrong that i want something for me? 8:11 PM - 8 eprops - 6 comments - email it Sunday, January 07, 2007 confused? who am i? who am i meant to be? someone great or just someone who will fade away in 20 years times? it feels that way sometimes..like no body's gonna remember me. i hate that feeling. lthe feeling that people lie to me just so they won't hurt my feelings. you know..it hurts more when you find out people have lied to you than when people judt come out say hte truth. even if it hurts. i don't why i'm here. nor does anyone else for that matter. there was a man by the name of notre damas (or something like that) that predicted things to happen hundreds of years before they were to happen. like a huge controversy about a man by the name of hitter (aka: hitler) and a murder of someone great and young in a high position (aka: JFK). funny isn't it? i just feel like i should change the world.. someone shoot me. [currently watching: To Kill A Mocking Bird with Gregory Peck..GREAT movie] 3:26 PM - add eprops - add comments - email it Wednesday, January 03, 2007 its...aliiiiiiiiiiiive! ok. so i decided to bring back my xanga to life. clearly knowing that hardly no one else has one..and also knowing that xanga itself is so old, it's retro. but whatever. knowing that no one else hardly has one, give me the freedom to say what i want, when i want, ad how i want. without the fear of people finding out things that shouldn't be found out. anyway..so im super psyched for school b/c i cant wait to get out of my f*cking house! it is so boring here, i cant stand it any longer. not to mention i have some unfinished business to attend to and i won't be at peace w/myslef until i have it done. NEW YEARS RESOLUTION: to be honest, for once. to everyone. i need to start telling people how i really feel about them.. whether hat be romantically, friendship-wise, or just knowing the person through class. watch out world... she's back Currently Listening Something Real By Meg & Dia Cardigan Weather see related 6:11 PM - 6 eprops - 4 comments - email it Monday, January 01, 2007 Happy New Year ok, so my new year was about as fun as being stood up at a date. yea. my parents deicded to be assholes and not let me go to a friends house, promising that we would have fun. yea right. i spent the whole night watching stupid Disney TV shows in my parnts room. i even missd the ball drop. yay. *dies* 4:38 PM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it Thursday, November 23, 2006 Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||| 36% Intellectual |||||| 23% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||| 16% Materialism |||||||||| 36% Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||| 23% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63% Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50% Need to dominate |||||||||| 36% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70% Avoidant |||||||||| 36% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||||||| 36% Dependency |||||||||||| 50% Change averse |||||||||||| 50% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50% Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70% Physical Fitness |||| 17% Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56% Paranoia |||||||||||| 50% Vanity |||||||||||| 43% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56% Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com 11:53 PM - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it Next 5 >>

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