| i got a new xanga folks, if you want to read it i will give you the link if you are oh so special |
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| sometimes ill write feelings that i have for someone, but i never expose who he is.
actually, he usually doesnt even know its him. its because i never tell him the feelings are there.
and the thing is that i dont tell him that i have feelings for him until its too late. until he has already
moved on. i guess thats just the type of person i am.i guess im just too afraid. or just the fact
him knowing that i have feelings might make me vulnerable and might get taken advantage of.
which is why id like to have a relationship with a boy where we could just lay in a field and not say
a thing. where we could look at each other in the eyes and know what each other is thinking. and
if the time comes, we wouldnt have to say those three words all the time, but still know that the
feelings are still there. so when one of us does decides to say those three small words,
it would have such great meanings that itd be as though it were the first time we've said it. goody now let's all move on and make fun of chesa. |
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| Sometimes it would be nice if i was found by the person i was looking for.
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yes my hair is now purple. Honestly, this picture depicts my mood right now
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| oh oh oh oh oh today was actually kind of good. Short day today at Vintage High so I got out of school at 1. Did my homework then went to volleyball practice at 2:30 haha man oh man do I love football players, they are so much fun. I got to wear the shoulder pads and i was in volleyball spandex still. They were like, she's the best looking football player. Oh, i think i got some new guy to join the wrestling team too. But overall it was fun. One thing I found degrading though, when football players whistle as you walk by. I got that once but thank god he was like oh it's just a joke and Tiki was going to kick his ass for me if he was serious. Every school i went to for volleyball i met a football player to hang out with. Who says they're all stupid and mindless? |
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| I'm at school, actually I'm not even supposed to be online. I'm grounded. IM me and i'll tell you why. Except i'm off grounding on Saturday/Sunday. I've been noticing a lot of things lately... Couples on the way to class holding eachother, the guy whispering sweet nothings into her ear. While everyone gets to class. Le sigh, i'll type more when i get off grounding.. |
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