kiss me under the moonlight Hi, my name is chesa and I cannot dance. I can't twork it, pop that thing, and i certainly cannot drop it like it's hot. I am very interested in many things and i love to laugh. emo boys are hotness. So is jammin' music.
sometimes ill write feelings that i have for someone, but i never expose who he is. actually, he usually doesnt even know its him. its because i never tell him the feelings are there.
and the thing is that i dont tell him that i have feelings for him until its too late. until he has already moved on. i guess thats just the type of person i am.i guess im just too afraid. or just the fact him knowing that i have feelings might make me vulnerable and might get taken advantage of.
which is why id like to have a relationship with a boy where we could just lay in a field and not say a thing. where we could look at each other in the eyes and know what each other is thinking. and if the time comes, we wouldnt have to say those three words all the time, but still know that the feelings are still there. so when one of us does decides to say those three small words, it would have such great meanings that itd be as though it were the first time we've said it.
goody now let's all move on and make fun of chesa.