| summer is officially here and im lovin it! :)
.. but theres just one thing missing.
well, im also done with xanga for now.
until then ... <33 |
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| last day of finals 2mrw .. then 2 more days of school !!
this weekend consisted off
disney movies.work.the silo with glen megan,eric and two others.good music.dinning out at arbys before kEls appearance.meeting new people.shopping.cleaning.&& studying ( well sort of ... ;)
beach in a month in a half
18th birthday in less than a month ... woooo hooo =)
* rAndOm but .. i really wana gO skydiving .. anyone w/ me?? haha
thats all for now .. much love ...... night <3
it's coming down to nothing more than apathy
i'd rather run the other way than stay and see |
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| i've had so much on my mind lately && i miss so much. i've taken alot for granted so many times and noe matter how hard the situation was you surprisingly found a way and stuck with me through out it all. we've had our times of arguments but we always somehow found a way to look beyond the worst times .. and your strong helpful advice to things when i had a problem always helped me pull through at tough times.no matter how hard i try not to .. i still listen to songs and look through pictures just for old times sake. what i mainly miss is how easy things use to be and the good times we would have together before we had to worry about the future and you going away is just the beginning of my pain .. and now that its finally here im insanely scared of everything. i miss you to the point that im so incredibly weak. i never thought i would need you this much..but i do. its you that im deeply in love with and i cant control it.all i want is to be happy and have the security that i can be with someone..and that someone is you.i know what i miss and i'd do anything to get it back.im smothered by this emptiness && i hate it. i hope we talk again soon.
i miss you. |
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| prom was amazingly unforgettable. thank you for such a good nigHt =)
* piKcha post layterrr sometime this week <3333
lifes still kinda like an emotional roller coaster .. still trying to get things together. it will happen...eventually.
much<33 |
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bring on the heartache that i so wasnt ready for ......
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and suddenly i become a part of your past. im becoming the part that dont last.im losing you and it's effortless .. <\3 |
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this weekend was full of nothing but mixed feelings, emotions && confusion...just as easy as they come .... they find there way and leave. im glad we settled the ups && downs between us .. and the fact that we can still be friends means alot to me. i'll admit things are gona be hard and awkward at first .. but only if we choose to let them be. they just need time like everything eles in life.
theres a place in me where ur fingertips still rest..your kisses still linger...and your wHispErs softly echo....its the place where a part of yoU will forever be a part of mE
.... im so ready to have a gooooood time at prom!!!!!!!!!! |
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