heyyy yall....i havent update in a while. i dont have any fucking time to anymore lol..sheesh, highschool is sooo time consuming. but anways, homecoming was this past weekend, and i kinda ruined it for myself.....and a few other people. i cried like the whole night, but i was also like realllllllllly sick too so being completely stressed out kinda made it worse. so that night i slept over at corines afterwards, and we were going to go to an after party, but we left the dance too late. i hada tempererature of 101 when we got home, so we took my hair out and i went to sleep. the next day i still felt weird, and same at school for the past couple days. i guess im just a sickely one eh? lol well leave comments...

xoxo

Stephanie

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hey yall...um this week at school has gone by realllly slow, errrgh. i didnt have a volleyball game this week, but lots of practice. i got my homecoming ticket today, and still i dont gots a date, but im all good now :) tomorrow i might go to the pius soccer game, so thatll be fun hehe...

today i was watching the news with my dad (who i think is a huge asshole but very smart) and he told me that when ivan (the hurricane that hit pensacola back in 2004) came through all my family down there got not a cent of help from the government to rebuild their houses, which had a ton of destruction. now i cant be the only one who think thats a little weird considering all the people down in new orleans are getting thousands of dollars...and everyone is getting like so "im gonna donate this much money to here and that much money to there...." when this definelty isnt even the first hurricane that has messed up A LOT of peoples lives. i went down to the panhandle in july and people were STILL living in trailers where their home had been on the beach. and yeah, its great that everyone is helping out cus this was such an  awful event, but how come people dont get so helpful with other things. there are sooo many people dieing from aids and cancer right now, millons more than died in the hurricane...but you dont see people rushing to donate money to research centers?

aight, well i had to get that out lol....leave comments, i wanna know what yall think too

xoxo

stephanie

this weekend was needed sooo badly. school totally wears me out...its nice to get away from it all. but anyways, i had couldnt sleep over anywhere on friday or saturday cus i had to take care of the dogs < gay i know> and then on saturday night i went out to eat for katie's birthday! hahah it was so much fun, as always. sudnay i went over to hetas and went to target and stuff then went to wild bills for my first time! ahhh it was so much fun...joseph and chase came too! we saw dori there and hung out with her, and danced a whole lot...fun stuff! after that i slept over at heta's house and woke up this morning wayyy too fucking early. we watched tv, went down to the pool <and saw kiki there!> and then juju came and picked me up. so yeah, im going to take a nap...talk to ya later

-stephanie

"most people dont know who they are, thats why they lie. they're afraid someone else will firgure it out before they do"- one tree hill

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so today i had to go in early and run some laps for volleyball...grrr. school was long and boring. i had a volleyball team meeting after school. i honestly think it brought our team together more too :)  my mom came and picked me, katie, and chase up from school. after we dropped chase off we got mcdonalds and went back to jessers to get ready! we straigthened my hair gooooood. lol, we went to the game around 6:30...brookwood won (wahooo) but i didnt have much fun until me and katie were walking to montclair...I DONT WANT LETTUCE! hahahhah the funniest moment of my day.

talk to ya later, *stephanie

have you ever heard the saying, "the only truth you will ever hear is from a complete stranger" ? yeah...i learned that the hard way.

hey guys...

well i went to the lake this weekend and on sunday...whew there was so much drama that i was caught in the middle of. luckily everything worked out ok. today i had a volleyball game but there was a tornado warning (and bad storms after that) so it got cancelled. i still have a project to do so im gonna go lol...

sheesh, i keep hearing about everyone getting homecoming dates and all, and since i dont have one, i was going to go with a group of girls with some other couples too...but now i thikn im going to be the only one without a date in the group so i dont think i want to go anymore. it just makes me feel liek shit when every other guy on the face of the planet has already asked someone and no one has even thought about asking me....but who would want to ask a someone who looks like i do. now  i really understand why no one has asked me, and thats the real reason. i keep trying to block it outta my mind, but its just so hard when thats the topic on everyones mind....but w/e....i dont see why i should put hope into anything like that when i know NOTHING is ever going to turn out like i has wished for