So it seems to help me get my feelings and frusterations out if i write them down, afterall that is the purpose of this thing right? Well im letting you know now, this may be a long entry, but i cant keep these feelings in anymore. Alright im gonna try my very best to get throw this fast, without crying and ending on a good note, but we'll see how that goes!

Well for starts ive had a really rough last few days! Im not really sure where it all started but now i get so emotional about every little thing that goes wrong. I dont remember the last time i ever cried this much in such a short period of time!

Im really sick of work. My boss is nice, but its like a fake nice you know! She told me to tell her a week in advanced when i needed off so i did but she wont give it to me cause she already made the schedule, and she doesnt even care. Its really frusterating to be around her and not just go off on her. Not to mention how she says im supposed to have every other weekend off, yet ive worked the last 3 saturdays and will work the next two! I said something about it, and she was like uhhh.. oh well i must have messed up!!! Tell me thats not crap!

I thought things would be good today since i had off... boy was i wrong. I was talking to my mom from the other room and she didnt anwser me so i was like MOM... MOM... MOOOOM! So i just decide to walk in there and shes in tears. Turns out that she had just gotta off the phone w/ my Granny (her mom) who found out today she had breat cancer. yah.... She goes in for surgery Tuesday and they decided what needs to be done and ifshe has to start kemo. So much for writing all this and not crying right. But yah please keep her in your prayers this week, along w/ strength for the rest of my family. It means more than you think!

And school.. oh gosh! My chemistry teacher is a Jerk, plain and simple. He finds join in making fun of me and only me in front of the whole class everyday! So he wrote me up the other day but the principals never did anything. So i thought id just let it go and not say anything to my parents, bad idea! He called my dad tonight and told him all about it. So my dad starts talking to me and i just lost it. I had so much built up anger for that man, and to think i was getting in trouble for it! But my dad wasnt mad at all! My dad said that my teacher wouldnt even let him get a word in and was very rude to my dad! So needless to say my dad is on my side 100% and is gonna have a conference w/ the teacher and principal. yahh.... that should be intresting!

Well as you can see im sooo sooo ready for the weekend! I just wanna get away from everything. I really cant take much more! I just cant do! But i promised i would do my best to leave yall on a good note... so um.. ooo i got it!  I ordered some new cowgirl boots online last week and were expeceting them in yesterday. So i got home from work and looked everywhere, got my parents looking and couldnt find them, but the computer said they were dropped off. So we call my older brother to see if he knew about em, and he walks in the back door w/ them. He had been here when the package was dropped off but wanted to suprise me with them!! Hes such a nice big brother! So thats the update w/ me... wow... i dont even know... but im gonna go and wash some clothes. If you actually took the time to read all this let me know, cause that means alot. And through all the pain, and hard times i see that it means so much to know that i have people surrounding me that care sooo freakin much about me its unreal. I dont know what i would do w/out my family and friends!!

..britt..

well i figured thats its been a while since ive written in here, and i had a few mins right now so i thought i would...

well lets see theres been alot of new things since ive written! um oooo i got my cartlige pirced its realllly cute! hurts like hell but cute cute! lol oooh i went shopping today and got some cute new jeans and a tank top! lol um school is going alright, chemistry is hard as a mother though!!! i think i may be getting the hang out it though!! lol um... lifes been really drama free recently and i LOOOOVE it! theres been some boy crap... but thats all better now! haha OHHH... how did i forget... my brother is living w/ us again! only for like 3 weeks then hes moving to Odessa or w/e for work! i looove having him back at home. were really close and its fun being around him, ive missed him! lol not to mention.. he has these new friends that are just gorgeous! haha that always makes things funner!! lol umm hmm i cant think of anything exciting at the moment! not sure what plans are for this weekend. i know i have to work for a little friday and satuday. i may go out w/ the girls to a haunted house!! lol or i may go camping w/ garrett and his friends.. thatd be fuuun! haha but im not really sure! lol ill have to let  you know! lol but yah i think im gonna go shower, and pick out an outfit for tomorrow. ill try to keep up w/ this thing! haha leave a comment if you read this so i know atleast somebody still reads all this boring crap! haha

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..brittany..

well you want an update on my life... heres it short and simple...

• school sucks
• works a bitch
• im sick
• boys are confusing

need i say more, that covers about all of it...

xoxo
brittany

yahhh the week is almost over... everything is going by so fast though... its kinda crazy when you sit down and think about it. lol its been an alright week.. i dont remember it all but what i do remember is...

tuesday i went w/ Jen after school and took some pictures... they turned out really really good. i loove them alot! shes so good at what she does! lol i have tons of fun. i wish i would have gotten to hang out w/ her more before now, cause shes about to leave and were so much alike and just now finding this out! shes a ton of fun! lol but if you wanna see the pictures go here...

http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?username=xROWLANDx

haha yah well if you look at them tell me what you think! i like em lots! i had a blast. im gonna miss Jen sooo much! lol but moving on...

wednesday after school i took lunch over to my little brother at his school then i went and applied at a few places then i went over to his game and met up w/ my mom, kelly, tyler, dylan, my brother, and his gf. it was fun. i couldnt even see him most of the time, but it was fun. then we all went out to dinner at mi rancho which was soooo goood! haha i love that place! lol

umm today lets see after school i came home started on some homework and then went over to the airport w/ my mom to pick up her friend from the UK whos gonna be staying w/ us for two weeks. which is really exciting cause i never really get to see her and shes so sweet, i looove her! haha then um we all came home and i went and picked up some pizza! lol that was yum! haha now were all just kinda sitting around talking, catching up! haha

this weekend should be fun, considering its gonna be a 3 day weekend! whoop! haha um tomorrow i think im gonna go over to Jens w/ a few people for dinner so we can all get together one last time for some fun. then saturday and sunday i have to work. then monday i think my grandparents are comming over! so yah... thats always fun! haha ohhh i got this thing in the mail today about a pagent in like two weeks that they want me to be in! haha i think it would be alot of funn, im not really the model type, but im thinking what the heck i wanna live up my high school year and just do fun stuff. and i think ive talked jess into doing it w/ me so thats exciting! haha but yahh...

OMG... this hurrican stuff is really really crazy. at first i was like on its just a storm. but omg! its so big its unreal. i feel soo soo bad for all those people and what they are having to go though! i think im gonna go through my closet tongiht so i can take some stuff up to school for donations. but yah i just hope that they will make it though okay and seek God in their time of needs! idk it just really makes me thankful for all i have! ya know...

but yah i think im gonna go, cause i know yall are all tired of reading about my boring life so im gonna go! much love to all!!

..brittany..

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