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| CrazyI've been reading a lot lately and writing a lot. I've been reading "Breaking Open the Head, A Psychedelic Journey into the Heart of Contemporary Shamanism". It's about a jurnalist who goes to many places in the world to find meaning in his life through ritualistic hollucinagens such as iboga, shrooms, and mescaline. The writing I've been doing has been more of a peronal nature in a jurnal I recieved from Tower Records at the Pebody. That's about all I've realy been doing lately, but it keeps me ocupied so that I don't fall into a psycotic rage. | | |
| I think I'm sobering up nowSummer has been FUCKING crazy.
Went to jail for 20 days, and you know what it was sort of like summer camp. People have moved, wich means that we have to travel on more weekends to go see Thomas, Aaron, Justin, Drew, Alex, and Kelly. (I hope I didn't miss any one, if I did slap me next time you see me) I'm moving back in with my parents to get a better relationship with them before I get to go to collage eventualy. But other than that it has been a drunk and fucked up summer.
You know I don't even think anyone I know still writes on their xanga except Thomas and Sarah. | | |
| Long awaited waitI'm going to jail Monday to finnaly get rid of this horable fine i've been dealing with for the last 6-7 months. 20 days for putting some beef jerky in my pocket, not even leaving with it. It was that or a thousand dolars for the fine. I have no reason to pay this government a thousand dolars for stealing from Citgo. I wish I could get people to agree to pay me fines when they get in trouble. Citgo gets nothing from me having a fine, which the wrong doing was done against Citgo and not the government. I wouldn't have any problem paying Citgo for what I did. Social contract theory my ASS I didn't sign nothing saying I want to be part of this country. This country is becoming more and more comunist every day, and the worst part is the citizens of this damn nation are stupified to notice it. They find just because I was born in the "Freest Country" in the world I would love to be a citizen. The hole truth is that I would rather not have citizenship in any country. I declare now is the begining of my search for my own state. An island that the emperialistic governments of this world haven't taken. Hell I'll make my own flag so when the natives start arguing that this is their island I can tell them that they need to have a flag to have a nation, then stick my tongue at them. Then I would probably grow out my beard tell all my friends to came and live there with me.
w/ a sevear case of hatred for stupid people, cURTY | | |
| Have you ever lost a friend? I have lost many through my life. Sometimes they find some other people to hang around or you may have a fight. I've resently lost a very old friend of mine, Jared Springer, this weekend due to brain cancer. When we were yonger we all went over to my house to trip Dramamine and get fucked up for the night. That night we were cought by Jared's dad and my parents. Since then he never came back to my house and we later lost contact. One night, about a week after Alyssa broke up with me, Stephen, Thomas, and I went to a gay ass party where we took all there alcohol and left. Later that night we went to Danny and Cindy's house were I saw Jered. That motherfucker never even said HI to me. And I never got to talk to him again. I wish I could have seen him one last time before he died. On another note, one of my favorite people to talk to has decided to stop hanging around us anymore. He was right about what he said about us. We have a social stigma that gives anyone who is seen asociating with us a bad name. | | |
| Man, I love my scedual. First, Thomas and Dusty come in the morning to greet the morning with me, and they go to school. I wait until 2nd period becaouse I have student aid 1st. Then, I go to CAD with my friends, lunch with my friends, psych with a friend, and trig with a friend. After we all go to my house for some waffles and eggs. THE SNAKE IS LONG. SHE SCREAMS LIKE A BYRD.
w/ waffles and eggs, cURTY
P.S.- Donations are being recieved for an adventure of a lifetime. I'm talking about The Treck to California. If you wish to watch this half-a-country long treck through deserts, experiences, documentation of stories and pictures, a donation of $5 is needed. In a later post an address will be posted..... Starring Alex Bridges, Dusty Tippit, and Curtis Gregory | | |
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