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Thursday, May 04, 2006

some things that i've learned this year:

#1: change suxs!

#2: every boy you date you don't automatically have to love.

#3: kissing is a sport these days

#4: the friends you have now will more than likely not be your friends in about  a year or 2.

#5: life doesn't revolve around me.

#6: people are alot more honest with you and yea its true the truth hurts.

well thats all i have to right about that .lol.

i have to say i love the rain it just feels so good only bad thing is all my papers got soaked so now i have to rewrite my story, dedoe all my math homework(ughh...) and get a new calender from ms.kress tomorrow. im really pissed about that.

yesterday robert came to my house man he is so fine! but he was ovr my house to like 10:30 it was we talked and you know did all the normal stuff plus we might go to that incredable pizza this weekend i have to wupp his but in goatcartin'.(spelling).heres some icons

i love this pic.

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me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just
tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to
leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding
skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER] (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells
furiously) ERIKA!!! wat did i tell you about talking to
boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you
to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u,
but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did.
My dad would kill me !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving
on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you
now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother.
And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2
go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha
letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this
would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha
truth about how much i care about you. The truth is,
is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are
my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared
about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be
around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you.
Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i
hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u
were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone
as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you,
for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you
like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used
to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never
had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u
keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u
have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not
talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Ricardo

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha
paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels
so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he
loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few
days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket
pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,

It says.

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I
knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few
words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i
love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let
you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Ricardo

Girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he
must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I
cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my
baby to call me !!

.... Erika turns tha T.V. on....

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47
young boys died, we are still searching for
Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget,
this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an
all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she killsherself, because of tha fact that Ricardo wa dead &
she had nothing to Live for...]


: ....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers.
It was Ricardo, he called to leave a msg. "Its
Ricardo, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know
that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u
one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying
for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it
up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so
much...call me asap bye!!

[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also
kills himself...]

If you think this story is sad, then RE-POST!!!
...Sumtimes ppl lose tha one they love, make sure u
tell that special sum1 that u love them. Or sumthing
bad could happen.

*The most difficult thing to do
is watch someone you love,
love someone else. *

If You don't Repost this message you will
go through hell,
watching the one you love


Tuesday, May 02, 2006



Your kiss is going to be playfull/ sexuall. in other words/ word toung and you seem to like it


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9% of people had this result



You are a mage. You are quick-tempered and vengeful. You are intelligent,brooding, and attracted to the unexplained. You use a staff only when neccessary.

your biggest fear is to not be excepted! you are afaid people wont like. you can also be a little controling at times mainly to your freinds because you are unsure that if you let them do there own thing they are not going to come back to you, but you shouldnt worry! you probably have freinds that care a lot about you

i think that might b tru!


Sunday, April 30, 2006

 

this weekend was ok .....

 

 


Thursday, April 27, 2006

QOUTES!

There will always be the girls you can't believe
you were once friends with. ; ` the boys you can't
believe you kissed & ; the one [ boy ] you can't
believe you ever lived without. <3

break the rules -
stand apart,
ignore your head,
&&
follow your heart. x3

and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes
you fall in love
(sugarcult- pretty girl --the way)

take a look around;
you could have anyone.

the greatest challenge in life ;;
is to find someone who knows
all your flaws && differences `
and mistakes yet still loves - - '
everything about you . . <3

Wouldn't life be PERFECT if sweatpants were sexy, Monday mornings were fun, junk food didn't make you fat, girls didn't cause drama, boys weren't so confusing, nothing was regrettable, you didn't have to lose the people you love, friendships didn't  fade, and goodbye only meant until tomorrow....

You're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends. <33

Don't waste your time worrying about boys-- boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you-- chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends-- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends...you have everything.

Till my very last breath, CrAzY days, screwed up nights, tons of crushes and stupid fights, secrets we'll take to the grave, pictures we'll forever save, through thick and thin, always TRUE, i dunno where i'd be without you

n your life falls apart always remember
that i will be the one who will stay to help
you pick the pieces up && when the rest
of the world walks out on you remember
not to close the door because i am the one who
will be walking in to help you through it all .

we attach ourselves so  closely to people;that when they are gone;
a part of us is gone too

&& all she wants is someone to holdd her when shes upset
who will tell her she looks absolutly beautiful in her sweat's
who will wait up for her midniqht crisis call; who will tell her
she`s the best thinqq that has everr happened' to him ; who
will do anythinq just to be next to her; who will never let her
walk away from a dream; who will love her unconditionaly
endlessly for the rest of her life

Every Girls Dream
Get kissed in the rain
Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
Have a guy that think you're the world
Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you
A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
guy who squeezes your hand
A boy that says he loves you and means it
A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
A guy who is loyal
A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
A boy that tells you everything honestly
A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
A guy that will always let you win
A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away

so this is when we learn the real meaining of change
you do the things you used to be against
you date the people you thought you never would
and you befriend the people you used to hate
you'll learn what its like to have your heart broken
to lose a friend that truely meant something to you
and to feel as if everything is really falling apart
there will be times that your life seems absolutely horrible
and it feels as if it can't be real
but despite all this, good things will come too
you'll make the most amazing friends
that will be there for you even when they
probably shouldn't
your heart will heal, once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met
and just as nothing else could go wrong
things will only get better
there will be days where you are unbelievably happy
and days that you just feel like
dying
drama happens
gossip goes around
and people talk
maybe this is just middleschool
maybe it's life
or maybe it's just what growing up is

theres a little truth behind .. every ; just kidding.<3

Laugh when nothing's funny..
Dance when there's no music..
Sing like you've never sung b4..
Love till it hurts..
Cry when you're sad..
Smile when you're happy..
And always live each day like its ur last.

peace love you guys



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