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| It's Christmas Time......and it is sad to think that I was more mature three years ago than I am today. Or was I? That is what bothers me. I have not written anything on this site for just under a year, and nothing of any weight or value for over a year. Looking back on my past musings around this time, I see a person that at least knew what he wanted to believe. Let me rephrase that: I have faith. I do, I really do. But it is a rare occasion when I recognize my faith for just that: faith. I refuse to let myself fall. I don't want it. I've been falling for so, so long. And it has been so long since I've done anything but fall. It's so hard not to try to stand on my own, especially when it seems like the only option. Who else do I have to stand on?
I'm in the dark; what's worse is that I know it. But I can't let go. Not yet. I don't know what it is I'm holding on to, but for some reason I can't release my grip.
Today is the day that we celebrate the coming of the Light of the World. It's good to be able to see my hand in front of me every once in a while.
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| The sound...A train in the distance on a cool, clear night is one of the most beautiful, soothing, and meditative sounds I have encountered. It occurs frequently in both of my homes -Fayetteville and Searcy- and is always welcomed and appreciated. What can I say? I'm a sucker for iron horses.
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| At times I wish it would all go back to the way it was before.
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| Joyeaux Noel is one of the most beautiful films I have ever seen. Add it to your Christmas movie watching list. It is foreign, and would be found under the special interest at a video store.
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