| | holy moly has it been a while. i guess that means i am busy. well, most significantly, i have been saved, HA. not exactly; i have just decided my spiritual journey was at a stand still and i needed to ask those questions, and take initiative to make things better in my life. this was the first really BIG step, and i am so grateful i have been ENLIGHTENED (not saved, what on earth does that really mean?!). i was able to meet with my friend meghan, who is very christian, and also with my cynical best friend chels, and we just discussed the hot topics of spirituality. what a mix we are; like every stage of spirituality. and everyone has questions but my religious background is a little more extreme than others'. i was a jehovah's witness until i was 11 and i was not allowed to have friends outside the congregation before my family left. thus, i had no friends that didn't SHUN me while i was 11. as if puberty isn't enough, right?! haha, so i have had a bitter taste of religion ever since. i think it's legit too, since we were looked down upon for helping a struggling family in the congregation that could be categorized as "bad association." riiiiiiiight.... i am just now coming around to seeing, it is okay to be spiritual without a religion attached. God has spoken to me in a lot of ways, since i decided to speak to him again...
in other news, i am during so-so in classes, i dropped NEUROPHYSIOLOGY and i am 99% happier. i also have fixed things with the boyfriend i think, so no more posts about him, i promise :) sorry that last one was a little heated! and i get to go to a cabin at Mohican State Park with my family for fall break! yippeeeeee i can't wait to get some R & R. my mind needs a break big time... okay, i wish i had more to say but right now things are kind of status quo and things are just THERE. ya know? im exhausted and drained and i need a vaca, so let's hope i post right after my rejuvination period (aka fall break).
miss yous... |
