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Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 10/15/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: guitar... holding marie...
having obscene intelligent conversations... music...
Expertise: music... and literacy and poetry.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Media
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Member Since:
12/3/2003
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| I am beginning to feel sick to my stomach. I just read myold entries from Wisconsin. That was such a horrible time. And since then everything has seemed t srtay at that low point. I have only limited people who care about me.. Like 5. Maybe. I love everyone who loves me. | | |
| Listening to: Thursday "this side of brightness"
well. my god has the last month or so gone by slow. this has quite possibly been the hardestmonth for me and marie. all of these strange conclusions have been coming p in her head. but i think it is helping us to realize how much we need each other. and my god do i need her... right now. but i guess we are doing fine now. yes... we are. i love her so much.
other than that i have been hanging out with nathan alot.. nathan and whoever else is at his house. usually stephen, ozzy, or ed. i think i might be drafted into their band. the adolescent nightmare... i hope i do. be in a band that actually goes somewhere. unlike others i have been involved with.. i.e. deadly night shade... hehe. yea so it seems that anali is starting to blow off her friends to hang out with sean. but yea. whatever. if shechooses him over us. then she is dumb... ehh. its cool i guess. i know i do it alot to my friends and i am sorry to all of you whom i have treated low because of my love for marie... i am sorry. i really am...
well i believe i must be going now to conversate with my real friends... that i actually have now. yay. | | |
| today was great. i spent the day with marie...
(*fuck all of you who think i have no life... because i do. it is marie. she is my sole reason for everything i do. fuck you if you find me pitiful because of this. you can't judge me mothafucka. if you felt the way i do. you'd be the same way*)
so bact to today. we hung out... i sat and just stared at her. she is fucking beautiful. to everyone who is single. i am sorry. i am sorry you cannot experience the pain of being in a relationship. i live for that fuckin pain... without her. i would not be myself.. | | |
| holy jesus. i haven't wrote in here in ages. nothing has really happened in those "ages" other than i THINK the beef between myself and sean is squashed. i think we are both on OK means with each other. like.. there is no hating going on between us but we still don't talk to each other. i wouldn't mind alking to him though. ummm. i have been playing guitar ALOT... i came up with some tricked out meatl riff today... i need to find a good drummer...or buy a drum machine and a recorer. heh. i am STILL with marie. we are doing great. and other than that nothing has happened. besides my new obsession with brian molko ( singer and guitarist of PLACEBO... the greatest and prettiest band ever) yea. i would really like to look like him. i am thinking of trying to go to numbers on friday night. that might be kind of cool. i need to get the dancing out of my system. heh. but ya. nothing has really been going on. it has been pretty mellow except for a fwew fights here and there a the store after school. and i think some ass wants to box. but fuck him. I DON"T GIVE A FUCK. heh. he is a pussy anyways. but ya. i a gonna go and post on my GREAT livejournal... because it is great... everyone who reads this should get one of those. they are WAY more fun. b ut if you get good with these and learn how to make them badass. stick with it. i have seen a couple of GREAT ones. some annihaletd boy or someshit his is dope. alright. well i am out. goodbye. | | |
| i am sitting in my den listening to the darkness. they sure are great. especially "love is only a feeling" It is my favorite song of the moment.
so last night i went to the movies and hung out with my love (marie), elvia, chris, and holie. hollie wore the most tricky dress. it was VERY 1963. man. anali doesn't like me because of my BADASS fashion. man. i was wearing my school clothes. (faded lady pants and a tight blue polo shirt) with my barret and glove. anali could not handle my greatness. ha. i wonder about her emotional status... strangely enough... it worries me. i should've learned over the past like 7 years i have known her that i should never worry about anali. but i do. man. she should've gone to the goddamn movies. ah! i really fucking love marie. in the movies we would just sit there and look into each others eyes and smile. it was magnificent. i should have kissed her. but... i didn't. man. i am going to go and sit by my cell waiting and hoping for marie to call. goodbye. | | |
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