avoiding work on my paper... a little shakey because im up late, lots of red bull is in me...and because im a little sad... but im going to pick myself back up this weekend...so girls be ready... because i need some quality fun.  school is almost out.  my job at the pr office is going well so far.  and summer school will start soon.  my foot still hurts when walking...i paid a parking ticket that i was able to bargin to less than half its price. i had my last theta phi chapter meeting for the school year. i say good bye to the seniors, including my amazing great grand big, this weekend...and im sad that i dont get to spend more time with them because they are all beautiful people.  reality is never fun... i have learned that over and over...and its unfortunate.  much love to those who love love and all those lovely things...

good night

karinza

life is interesting

this is my disney line up by the way

sleeping beauty- me

cinderella- chris paige

snow white- lisa

little mermaid- christie

belle- kim

peter pan (the female singing version)- brit

tinkerbelle- laura

any questions... good i didnt think so... now be prepared to play the part people!

much love to those who love love and all those lovely things

peace

karinza

dear life,

why must karma bite me in the ass... i would ask what i did to deserve that but then again it wouldnt be called karma if i didnt have it coming...i would ask why you chose such a target... but then again i dont need to... not knowing that what i did was equally bad...i made friends then lost them all in the same way... i treated them poorly... i liked them and then i got scared and ran away...it was my only defense and i should have thought about them...i took two friends from eachother...i shouldnt have gone about things in a different way... instead karma has come back around to make sure i understood the unfortunate pain that i may have cause to some...i feel what they felt... every last ounce of sting just nips at my body... i know i had something great...and let it slip threw my fingers...and i know that my fear is what did it to me again...its unfortunate that i am my own worst enemy...its unfortunate that i will wait another five years for something good...and if i dont figure things out it will be unfortunate when i watch that something fail again and again... oh life... karma used to be my friend... now its just kicking me when im low...geez karma...again...duh its my fault...now karma is gonna kick my ass for blaming it...good night life...hope things get better

love,

me

so I am sitting here in philosophy and I really have to sneeze... I keep holding it back and its killing me...gah.  I did not get home until 2:30am today because I was on campus dealing with Derby Days stuff.  (Derby Days is put on by Sigma Chi and it is a week full of competitions for the sororities on campus...like last night we turned our house into a giant pirate ship with a giant treasure chest (holding the booty, i.e. my grand big and educator in bikinis) people on the roof, a firing cannon, and a girl actually walking the plank, and mermaids in shell tops, and a bird...that we all thought died...but then flew away...I think it was just in shock.  then I helped someone else write two pirate songs and we serenaded the sigma chis and they sang to us and blah blah blah hang out with the coaches and then we found out we got first place last night!  anyway lisa my love i hope you are having a great week.  I might go house shopping with craig, laura and dustin but I don't know if i totally want to commit yet I just have to make up my mind...gah laura I should talk to you about it...anyway everyone be super like i know you all are and yay for the four singing horses...go watch natalie portman rap ...google it.

much love

karinza